jupitersunrise

i went to bed last night and i was fine
i spent the whole day with a really good friend
and he got me to forget about what had happened
although i was so discombobulated from the day that i left my car parked on the wrong side of the road last night
but i woke up this morning
and everything came back to me -
what kyle did to me and how
how much my heart hurts
how much i want what i can't have... AGAIN
what the fuck ever, i wouldn't take him back now
but it still hurts how it all happened
my heart will be in pain for a little while, i should allow myself that
thank you guys so much for your support
yesterday was the worst and the best day, it's so weird
i still hate Valentine's Day and always will
and my car wasn't towed so that's one thing i can be thankful for