jupitersunrise

i thought i was falling hardcore in love.
man was i ever mistaken.

have you ever had your heart ripped out
then cut up into tiny little pieces
and mashed together
then chopped up some more
only to be put through a meat grinder?

how about on Valentine's Day?

my chest is tight, my eyes are swollen, my throat is hoarse.
i haven't cried this hard since my grandmother died in 10th grade.
and i have NEVER cried over a boy.

let this be a lesson to me.
although i have yet to discover the lesson.
it will find me someday soon, i know it.

if you only knew how it happened...