holy shit.
did everyone see voltaire's new set?
god damn it is amazing.
i went to my boyfriend's last night. everything is great. it gets better and better every time we hang out! we have the greatest conversations, he somehow gets me talk (usually i clam up around guys).
but
i found a condom wrapper (not the kind we've been using) on his floor. he was in the living room when i found it, so i walked out holding it, with that look on my face like what the fuck?! so he looks at me and goes "what?" and i'm like "what is this?" and he's like, "it's nothing." and i just stood there, i didn't know what to say. all this shit was running through my head about him cheating on me and stuff. i was so ready to just go grab my shit and leave. he looked so guilty, i don't think he knew what to say. i went back to his room and he followed me, saying how i know he hasn't cleaned his room since he moved in, and that i'm picking a fight. that bothered me because i wasn't picking a fight. i had every right to question what the hell was going on. i wasn't pissed, i was confused and there was potential for me to get hurt so i was guarding myself.
so we talked about it. and it turns out it's from his ex-girlfriend, like 2 weeks before he met me. he told me that he doesn't lie, he has no need to lie. and that he has no need to cheat on me. i think i knew in the back of my head that it was from his ex. but the way i'm figuring it in my head - i am totally falling for him. and if i find a reason to escape before i get hurt, i'm not going to take my chances and stick around. so far that's been the only reason for me to question him. i think if he were cheating on me, he wouldn't have been so careless as to leave a condom wrapper on his floor.
so yeah, things are fine. we talked about it, and you know, one thing led to another and, well... things are gooooood.
i had my first exam of the semester this morning. my professor posts the answers on the wall outside of class so once you're done you can get an idea of how well you did. if my calculations are correct, i only got 7 wrong (after the grace of 5 wrong) which puts me at an 86. not too shabby. that's about how i did on all the exams in his class from last semester.
QUESTIONS: (copy and paste into the comment so i don't have to keep scrolling up to see which question you're answering!)
q) have you ever falsely suspected your significant other was cheating?
r) have you ever correctly suspected your significant other was cheating?
s) could you ever forgive someone who has cheated on you?
t) have you ever cheated on someone?
u) were you forgiven?
v) what is the meaning of life?
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quick update because i don't want to do a new entry, this one has not fulfilled its full potential yet:
i forgot to tell you all that i love hickeys. i have one on my neck right now and it's wonderful.
and also, check out what i purchased today!
finally
did everyone see voltaire's new set?
god damn it is amazing.
i went to my boyfriend's last night. everything is great. it gets better and better every time we hang out! we have the greatest conversations, he somehow gets me talk (usually i clam up around guys).
but
i found a condom wrapper (not the kind we've been using) on his floor. he was in the living room when i found it, so i walked out holding it, with that look on my face like what the fuck?! so he looks at me and goes "what?" and i'm like "what is this?" and he's like, "it's nothing." and i just stood there, i didn't know what to say. all this shit was running through my head about him cheating on me and stuff. i was so ready to just go grab my shit and leave. he looked so guilty, i don't think he knew what to say. i went back to his room and he followed me, saying how i know he hasn't cleaned his room since he moved in, and that i'm picking a fight. that bothered me because i wasn't picking a fight. i had every right to question what the hell was going on. i wasn't pissed, i was confused and there was potential for me to get hurt so i was guarding myself.
so we talked about it. and it turns out it's from his ex-girlfriend, like 2 weeks before he met me. he told me that he doesn't lie, he has no need to lie. and that he has no need to cheat on me. i think i knew in the back of my head that it was from his ex. but the way i'm figuring it in my head - i am totally falling for him. and if i find a reason to escape before i get hurt, i'm not going to take my chances and stick around. so far that's been the only reason for me to question him. i think if he were cheating on me, he wouldn't have been so careless as to leave a condom wrapper on his floor.
so yeah, things are fine. we talked about it, and you know, one thing led to another and, well... things are gooooood.
i had my first exam of the semester this morning. my professor posts the answers on the wall outside of class so once you're done you can get an idea of how well you did. if my calculations are correct, i only got 7 wrong (after the grace of 5 wrong) which puts me at an 86. not too shabby. that's about how i did on all the exams in his class from last semester.
QUESTIONS: (copy and paste into the comment so i don't have to keep scrolling up to see which question you're answering!)
q) have you ever falsely suspected your significant other was cheating?
r) have you ever correctly suspected your significant other was cheating?
s) could you ever forgive someone who has cheated on you?
t) have you ever cheated on someone?
u) were you forgiven?
v) what is the meaning of life?
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quick update because i don't want to do a new entry, this one has not fulfilled its full potential yet:
i forgot to tell you all that i love hickeys. i have one on my neck right now and it's wonderful.
and also, check out what i purchased today!
finally
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r) have you ever correctly suspected your significant other was cheating?yes
s) could you ever forgive someone who has cheated on you?depends
t) have you ever cheated on someone?no
u) were you forgiven?n/a
v) what is the meaning of life?Fucked if I know