woohoo i actually wrote down some questions while i was in class today, because i knew i would forget them. but first, you must suffer through an entry. haha, j/k.
today was shitty. i'm starting to hate the monotony of my life. seems like there are bigger and better things out there waiting for me...
maybe i'll head out for a walk. clear my head. yeah, not possible. something's been crowding my mind for a while now... the constant thought that i'm not doing the right thing. that i'm not here for the right reasons. that i shouldn't even be here at all...
but... GOTTA KEEP SMILING!
a) what is your stance on religion? (what do you believe and such...)
b) how did you originally find out about SG?
c) what would you do if the site closed down?
d) if today was your last day, who would you call and what would you say?
e) what are you waiting for?
1) i have my own beliefs and my own idea of spirituality, i don't need someone else telling me what to believe. i don't agree with organized religion and missionaries. believe what you want to believe, but don't force those thoughts upon other people
2) saw it on the Real Sex episode, never thinking I'd even go to the site, but then my friend (now roommate) started getting into it because she wanted to model, so i got interested and decided to join.
3) i would hope they at least would give warning, in which case i would get everyone's contact info, keep in touch with the few who i've come close with, and eventually move on with my life, although i would miss certain aspects
4) i would call a lot of people. my mom, sister, steve, maybe my father (and finally give him a piece of my mind). i would say too much to even try to explain here... but i know i would tell them all i love them
5) i talk to the first three all the time, so i'm really only waiting to talk to my dad. but it's not time for that yet...
cheerio!
more than pb&j!!!
today was shitty. i'm starting to hate the monotony of my life. seems like there are bigger and better things out there waiting for me...
maybe i'll head out for a walk. clear my head. yeah, not possible. something's been crowding my mind for a while now... the constant thought that i'm not doing the right thing. that i'm not here for the right reasons. that i shouldn't even be here at all...
but... GOTTA KEEP SMILING!
a) what is your stance on religion? (what do you believe and such...)
b) how did you originally find out about SG?
c) what would you do if the site closed down?
d) if today was your last day, who would you call and what would you say?
e) what are you waiting for?
1) i have my own beliefs and my own idea of spirituality, i don't need someone else telling me what to believe. i don't agree with organized religion and missionaries. believe what you want to believe, but don't force those thoughts upon other people
2) saw it on the Real Sex episode, never thinking I'd even go to the site, but then my friend (now roommate) started getting into it because she wanted to model, so i got interested and decided to join.
3) i would hope they at least would give warning, in which case i would get everyone's contact info, keep in touch with the few who i've come close with, and eventually move on with my life, although i would miss certain aspects
4) i would call a lot of people. my mom, sister, steve, maybe my father (and finally give him a piece of my mind). i would say too much to even try to explain here... but i know i would tell them all i love them
5) i talk to the first three all the time, so i'm really only waiting to talk to my dad. but it's not time for that yet...
cheerio!
more than pb&j!!!
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b) A friend told me to join.
c) I guess I'd just pick myself up and move on.
d) That's tough. I don't know if calling anybody would really change anything. And I'd get pissed off if people didn't answer their phones.
e) Usually nothing.
okay, your boo is your online boo then huh? i wish you all of the bestest of the westest of luck...that's exciting for you two...
let me say that your graphic for this entry is simply fabulous...it's crazy funny and grammatically incorrect which is oh-so-sexy...like sexeh...
frankly in response to your question about my staying...or leaving...i've been flailing in all aspects of my here-on-earth life so that's still up in the air but i'm giving a chance to things that deserve one...
"the constant thought that i'm not doing the right thing. that i'm not here for the right reasons. that i shouldn't even be here at all"-i hear you on that..but never, ever question your place here...okay nysley..well of course question everything but responsibly...and with common sense...whatever..i so sound like your nagging mom right now only your mom's a MILF so strike that, reverse it. no, that's not right either...doh.
okay your illustrious questions:
a)religion fascinates me and disgusts me (the way that certain humans use and manipulate it). i was baptized Lutheran but have been to church maybe 1/2 dozen times in my life...i at one time in my life have pondered conversion to Buddhism, Muslim and have been an atheist and an agnostic.this is an interesting topic for me...for example...i was thinking that perhaps i might be hindered by the Christian symbol on my arm but i rejoice in it...it is art and simply a story to me...
b)curiously enough, found out about the site through word of mouth of friends but a year or so ago..happened again upon it through a friend recently
c)same thing i'm doing now..but no seriously i'd want your number and shit...all the others on my friends list i already have practically...
d)i would not want to call but rather go to and see...like spend my existing money on a jet ride to kentucky..well first i'd hit all my cali stops which is practically everyone and then hop board to kentucky to say farewell to my father..
e)when i first read this i thought you went 'waiting for' as in a spiritual/metaphysical question and not what am i waiting for in connecting...so i was saying 'damn she's good' and then you dashed all goodness from my brain in regards to you..i'm so kidding...but i was seriously pondering this-what am i waiting for? what are we waiting for? it's fear that traps...and comfortability and ease...but back to your intention of the question...i am waiting for nothing in regards to connection..this is something i'd like to think i can do..most of the time...
good questions nysley! love 'ya
[Edited on Oct 25, 2004 8:50PM]