jupitersunrise

weird day today... didn't do anything all night. took a bath for the first time in many years. i don't usually like taking baths because of the thought of wallowing in my own dirty water. i think i'm too much of a clean freak. i started reading my journal a little while ago. like, from the beginning. september 3, 2002. I didn't write it in very often when I first started it because I was sort of saving it for epiphanic moments. now i use it when i need to express myself at all. and it's so much cooler. i write when i want to remember something, but also when i want/need to forget something.

the guy i've been interested in - hmm big surprise he turned to be like every other guy. "why can't we just be friends?" umm gee let's see, because i don't fucking screw around with my friends!! LICK ME, asswipe!! i hate people who can't handle attachment. fuck that. i'm done looking for a boyfriend for a while. i can get ass anywhere, it seems. maybe i'll just start taking advantage of it. hmm. who knows...

A) do you love your eyebrows?
E) why are you reading this?
I) do you attach emotion to sex?
O) What Would Jesus Do... for a Klondike Bar?
U) Would you rather write in pen or pencil?
sometimes Y) What's in your wallet?

B) i do, actually
F) double-checking to make sure i din't mayk eny tipoes
J) can't help it
P) i know what a ninja would do
V) pen, my fav pen is Staples Opti-Flow SMOOTH LIKE BUTTAH!
Z) 2 debit cards, 1 credit card, $2, license, coupon for LaMe Bryant, bank ID card, a nickel, Best Buy card, LaMe Bryant credit card, Reward Zone card for Best Buy, uhh, i can't remember what else... oh a fortune from a fortune cookie... it says "You are interested in public service." hehe thought it was quite comical...

so tired it's