juno106

So we are set for xmass this year. going to Long Island for it with my best male friends family. he like a brother to me so it will be nice to be there. Melaniemassacre is so wonderful for supporting me on that and life in general, im really glad ill be near family for it. we have a few days so maybe some loft parties in the lower east side or in brooklyn too as im sure adam will try to drag us out.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=56E8yYgLNHE&feature=related

and i never ever ever thought id relate so well to this but i have 3 time now in my life and im realizing i should only count on the people i choose to love not hte people who are suppose to love me. its a harsh lesson and it took me fookin forever to realize. and i think its... its.. well its good to realize it sets me free a bit.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I48jPTL0tA0



DISARM... SMASHING PUMPKINS

"The song's author and lead singer Billy Corgan was quoted in an interview about "Disarm" as saying, "I never really had the guts to kill my parents, so I wrote a song about it instead." When he wrote this song, he was at a point where he was really angry at his parents for always making him feel lower than he really was."