junkeragentseed

i'm spending today in bed with my computer. to commemorate this momentous event, a quote from one of the best tv shows ever, that is at least mostly applicable.

Det. Frank Pembleton: You know, every day I get out of bed and drag myself to the next cup of coffee. I take a sip and the caffeine kicks in. I can focus my eyes again....
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the best time of the year comes earlier here than i'm used to. late enough that it starts getting chilly and the sun sets sooner, but early enough that i haven't been creamed by S.A.D. yet. i want to walk around and take pictures at sundown with someone, but i have nowhere to go, no camera, and no one to go with, for that matter....
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so.

i am glad my self apologia had the desired effect, at least on those who read it. i won't let you down!

ten minutes after i read the new carissa's wierd, scrap book, was available in record stores, and not just on tour as i previously thought, i was out the door. that's the time it took to find a nearby record store...
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i spent a lot of time at work thinking about what i wanted to write today. (lord knows there's not a lot else to think about, although i have found that comedy makes the time pass faster than music. anyone know any good standup cd's, other than those of david cross?) i used to think it was a load of bullshit when people talked about...
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two things:

1) i had a dream last night (yeah, i hear you saying, how many interesting stories begin like that? well, you've got some attitude, mister) in which i tried heroin for the first time, and it felt every bit as good as i'd always hoped. it was like an orgasm that just kept going, and all i could do was lie down...
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scene: me, working quietly, alone, in a warehouse, taking old business records out of boxes and putting them in other boxes and listening to npr.

some guy: hey, you, what kind of music you like?
me: um, i... i'm listening to npr...
some guy: rock?
me: uh... what kind of...
some guy: punk?
me: punk? yeah...
some guy: well, my boyfriend's brother-in-law is in this...
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so tool is still here, and the whiskey continues flowing at my house, and as a result, i lie here in bed, to ill to do much beyond playing stair dismount and listening to jenn ghetto's sadstyle over and over. just the song, not the whole album. for the record, whiskey may turn me into a braying idiot loudmouth, but falling asleep in seconds certainly...
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i think i saw jenn ghetto just now at qfc. i'd have asked her, but i'm a coward. just another reminder of how easy it is for me to have a good time (going to the grocery store drunk) and how easy it is for it all to go wrong.

man, i'm tired.

point break live! was glorious to behold. it's a shame my life is a neverending string of humiliations, or i might have enjoyed myself.

lyrics time!

i roll the window down, and then begin to breathe in
the darkest country road and the strong scent of evergreen
from the passenger seat as
you are driving me home

then looking upwards, i strain my eyes and...
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after two straight days of kube 93, i think it's safe to say.. i don't like it. i mean, every single song they play, they play two or three times during the workday.

and:

"this is big snoop dogg. whenever i'm in the northwest, i shop at the bon march... it's off the hizzle fo' shizzle, dizzle."

and also:

*bang*

so driving home just now was fun. i mean, more fun than it usually is. i drove past a casino on the interurban, and pulling out just at that moment was what looked like a double decker bus refurbished to look like a pirate ship, complete with pirates standing on the bow. apparently they were the seafair pirates. undaunted, i continued driving another hundred yards,...
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