About my contract.... So, a little over two weeks ago I got offered a paid spot on a reality TV show. I can't tell you which one, but know that it requires me to stay in my current state for awhile. And that current state is with an intact hymen. Yep, full on virgin status. That's me.
Here's the twist. There's this boy. A really fun amazing boy who I am starting to fall for more and more each day. He knew about the show before I took this gig and he claimed it wouldn't be a problem to wait a month or so. I think he may have bit off a little more than he could chew. Now, me being a true tease at heart, we keep getting into these situations that would naturally lead to sex for "normal" people. But they can't. As much as I'm turned on by him, I have no problem stopping dead in my tracks.
At this point it's obvious he's uncomfortable and really struggling, and I start to feel bad for him. I can't change the rules of the situation, so i'm constantly wondering if getting him to that point is just plain cruel? I mean is it more enjoyable for him to just go that far and back off or just not even venture into that area until we're good to go??
I don't know how boy's minds work. Obviously. This just seemed like the best place to get a little insight
Here's the twist. There's this boy. A really fun amazing boy who I am starting to fall for more and more each day. He knew about the show before I took this gig and he claimed it wouldn't be a problem to wait a month or so. I think he may have bit off a little more than he could chew. Now, me being a true tease at heart, we keep getting into these situations that would naturally lead to sex for "normal" people. But they can't. As much as I'm turned on by him, I have no problem stopping dead in my tracks.
At this point it's obvious he's uncomfortable and really struggling, and I start to feel bad for him. I can't change the rules of the situation, so i'm constantly wondering if getting him to that point is just plain cruel? I mean is it more enjoyable for him to just go that far and back off or just not even venture into that area until we're good to go??
I don't know how boy's minds work. Obviously. This just seemed like the best place to get a little insight
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remember its only sex, who cares about being perfect or doing things right for your first time, your putting to much pressure on your self, just....go with it, relax and have fun, that's what sex should be..not a set of rules to follow or constantly worry over that your not doing it right.
forget insecurities, showing someone what you like is half the fun of sex..teaching your partner your turn ons and turn offs is part of it, no one can ever know exactly how someone else likes to be pleasured....its why we have the ability to talk to each other