junecleavage

I go off on these tangents you know it and I know it sometimes they involve my past sometimes they involve my kids some days they involve the man who captured my heart but mostly its all about ME. Heres the thing. I am an enigma. Oh we all aresure we are. But seriously my friendswalk a day in the life I have lead and you too can be enigmafied. What I mean is I take inventory inventory on segments of life and its CRAZY (damn near certifiable I tell ya) where I have been where I have gone what I have done and how far so much of it feels away most days. It is like watching an old Charlie Chaplin movie you see the joke you GET it but you cannot quite hear the punch line. No sound. That is my life. I have been told numerous times that I should write a book about my life it is an interesting one at that but I cannot quite grasp that anyone would pay to read it so I dont. Anyway my man is out with my grandfather (who was a well renowned cool cat jazz musician) seeing one of their jazz pals and I am sitting here reflecting and realizing that it is all not so much lost as found and therein lies the lesson I suppose. So that being said chew on this Happy merry fucking holidays!