You know...when you pour out your thoughts into an electronic box...it is not uncommon for them to be misinterpreted and skewed. Those who are reading "me" do not know my tongue in cheek catch phrases or my nuances or the fact that I simply don't take anything seriously. I find humor in everything. Because this life shit is funny...yo. (That native Philly "yo" just seems...
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stcyr:
by all means, lay it out when, while & how you feel it. Who gives a shit if it's popular, and again, you do it very well.
In lieu of my most recent and presumably negative rant I shall segue with a book. I am currently reading "How to Be Good" by Nick Hornby. It is kind of meh in comparison with his other stuff but I intend to get through it all the same. There are some segments (as he is telling this all from the protagonist woman's perspective) that really,...
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I don't like happy people. There I said it. I don't like them in my supermarket, highway, convenience store, gas station, social network, etc. I don't like 'em. What the fuck are they so happy about and why do I need to have any part in it? The irony in this lies within: I am happy. I just don't feel the need to spew it...
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ink_addicted:
Amen sister.
I have recently been obsessed with LOST. I didn't want to be. In fact, I made it a mission NOT to be. And yes, I am aware that I am about 7 years late on the scene. But the nifty Netflix stream that trickles into our X-Box thought otherwise. And forcibly gave me an addiction that may be the worst to feed in the history...
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stcyr:

I love all of this.
We went through the belated LOST obsession last year about this time. I loved the first couple of seasons.
I never finished it.
I'm curious to know your thoughts when you get through.
I love all of this.
We went through the belated LOST obsession last year about this time. I loved the first couple of seasons.
I never finished it.
I'm curious to know your thoughts when you get through.
What does it mean when it is 9:45 pm on a Friday night and your whole house is asleep? Not to mention that you are just delighted to have five minutes of quiet, alone time? It means you're old, that's what. I am fucking old. I am moving into my 43rd year in a week and I am more excited by the sound of my...
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stcyr:
Uhm . . .excluding George Michael, L.A., and being a dick [I was far too slack to put enough effort into being anything] it sounds like we had a similar decade.
I do like your writing.
Speaking of which - - how do you pull off those nifty keyboard [formatting] things (e.g. the schwa symbol)?
I do like your writing.
Speaking of which - - how do you pull off those nifty keyboard [formatting] things (e.g. the schwa symbol)?
artfulodin:
Great thoughts, all. Friday nights are about the same around here - and I'd welcome the house asleep by 10 - what a nice thought. No worries on that being the current state of affairs at all.
I hear you on the George Michael and getting ready, and I did it then, too. I will admit to buying the 'Freedom 90' remake (not a remix, just an extended version recently produced) of that song.
Bless you for being 40 something and on this site; makes me feel better. I was sad to see some folks not as old as I am leave recently (_Trouble_ for one) and I was thinking it a sad state of affairs.
Happy almost birthday.
I hear you on the George Michael and getting ready, and I did it then, too. I will admit to buying the 'Freedom 90' remake (not a remix, just an extended version recently produced) of that song.
Bless you for being 40 something and on this site; makes me feel better. I was sad to see some folks not as old as I am leave recently (_Trouble_ for one) and I was thinking it a sad state of affairs.
Happy almost birthday.
When I was in my early twenties I had this book called "The Artist's Way" which, for the most part, was aimed more at the non-artist who was trying to find their form of expression. I didn't really care much for it's feel good optimism, because; well, optimism annoys me. But it did have one tool that I utilized quite a bit. It was called...
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stcyr:
I'm glad you've decided to write more. As evidenced by the above, you've got a real talent for the language and words in general.
I used to write these daily blogs filled with hilarity (really, just sheer brilliance) with pictorial accompaniment and just the right kind of Nick Hornby tongue in cheek catch phrases to keep you on your toes. Okay, well, maybe I am sort of full of shit. But I did used to put time and effort into the thoughts that I publicly shared and I did...
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bettybruises:
haha good for you. i need to recommit to art and some writing....
i seriously miss college when i had time to paint cause it's what i studied! ugh...
holliday:
Since having kids I've definitely struggled to find "a good time" to write. Seems some times I do and sometimes I don't. I've re-read some years of my blogging and like you, though, man, was I witty or what?! My brain seems more like a wet blanket these days...but I'm committed to coming back here and rubbing those last remaining braincells together and putting SOMETHING out into the universe! I'm glad you're back!! 
There is this overwhelming blanket of sadness that is covering me and my every move. It has been brought on mostly by the battles with my beautiful daughter whose head is stuck in a perma lodging up her ass. I am consumed by it. Which is unhealthy in and of itself. Partially I think it is because I am being forced to relive my own...
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junecleavage:
You know, I think what I am so saddened by is my inability to help. I feel truly helpless. I know it is just part of the process. I know we just have to get through this. All of us. Eliza, that is awesome! We used to call our boy "Smiles Davis."
holliday:
My oldest is only nearing three...and already I dread what's coming 
It's easy to love a sunshine-y baby...but a moody toddler? Or god help us all, a TEENAGER?
Some days I wonder what I got myself into...
It's easy to love a sunshine-y baby...but a moody toddler? Or god help us all, a TEENAGER?
Some days I wonder what I got myself into...
As dedicated by my mother to me so many years ago I now dedicate it to my baby girl. The trilogy of we three have shared this song and the woman who sings it for a lifetime now. It never caused me to weep the way it does though in her 14th year. Yes weep. Uncontrollably. I can admit it. It evokes a strong reaction....
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stcyr:
I hope you & your daughter enjoy her birthday & that your relationship continues to blossom, your circle stays tight, and your beat, indeed, goes on.
My daughter was born on Valentine's Day - fourteen years ago. She wasn't supposed to be. She was due on the 28th. I don't believe in prayer or God or any of that crap but I had so many bad memories affiliated with that day (death, despair and destruction - not just no one to send me a Hallmark card) that I got down on...
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stcyr:
aye, lovely writing, and a lovely sentiment.
Treasure the moments you can, and know those other moments are only . . . a natural part of them becoming - - their own persons.
Treasure the moments you can, and know those other moments are only . . . a natural part of them becoming - - their own persons.
junecleavage:
Mourning....it truly is such a perfect way to state it. It is a mourning - and each growth into the next stage is at the hands of the death of another. Whether they be release or not, they are deaths of a life all the same. Geeeez...talk about morbid.
I am simply destroyed by the daily rigor of being a teenage girl's mother. There is nowhere else to state it that bluntly. She breaks my heart and repairs it on an hourly basis. It is a love and pain like no other I have endured.
Fin.
Fin.
stcyr:
Amen.
I'm right there with you.
When shell let us into her life, its a fairly remarkable thing, unfortunately were shut out just as - - if not more - - often.
Best of luck.
I'm right there with you.
When shell let us into her life, its a fairly remarkable thing, unfortunately were shut out just as - - if not more - - often.
Best of luck.
junecleavage:
That was an unexpected and much welcomed display of common understanding. Here is what is worse. I was a HUNDRED times the shit she is - shadier than fuck and beyond full of myself - it is what saves and skewers her.
You know, I have lived a lot of life. The kind of life that people have told me would make a great book, movie, radio show, epitaph, etc. And there is no limit to the documentation that paints it all together like one big memory collage. Yet, I do not sit down and type it all out, piece all of the period pictures into place,...
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ink_addicted:
Thank you. Those two were very close. All things considered everyone is taking it quite well, though every once in a while something will trigger a teary moment.
Today we also found out how much of an insensitive asshole my wife's twin brother could be. She says at least I know when to shutup.
Today we also found out how much of an insensitive asshole my wife's twin brother could be. She says at least I know when to shutup.