there was always something to be said for this. Someplace to go or be. Someone told me once I was a demon from the netherworld. Someone once told me I was God. Everyday seems better then the last. . .if only because I feel that death will be a reliefe. What have you learned today? Another way to hurt people? Or another way to pleasure them? A myriad of inconsistency and a single moment of truth. I seem to remember that I wished to be a cat one day and as I dreamt the speed and grace. The savage heart the pounce, the blood of rabbitt, dove and mouse. . .it all made sense everything humans seek to make transcendant is simply the way we are as animals and gaia's children. The VAST laughs at our arrogant boasts. Our ignorance is complete and until we see this and embrace our people all as one. . .we shall never know a moments real peace.
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i didn't get your comment about the curled finger? was that angst? sarcastic angst from some person who doesn't know me but wants to share some negativity with me?
was that it?
Thanks!