jumping_spider

Thisis glue likea pastefight in nurseryschool
Andyou are my friend and oncemylover.
And you were my friend and once myenemy
This is the moment s t r e t c h e d
like an eternity.
A moment captured in the pixels on the film reel.
Imprinted on your neurons and focused by the lens
Are you yourself? Do you understand?
A pool and a girlgirl. A gun and a windy day.
This is like you so much a confligration of power
We are all bleeding into eachother
Is your power clean? Or does it stink like shit
Kill like cyanide. . .smell like flowers?
Or subtle like put you to sleep like
Carbon Monoxide? Death in the smallest
details.
I feel you. And it like acid etches new designes
into the walls of my memory.
New ideas and thoughts.
Desire never leaves. . .always stays.
And pain is at the end the only path back.
This is like life, one moment repeated
for our amusment.