I am not getting enough hours at work. Not even close. Financially I am completely fucked, I have no idea how I can possibly finish school with what I make now.
These monsters to battle,they never leave my head. My moodswings get worse when I am under so much pressure. The good things I do burn with the flame of hate.
He made me say "I love myself" Because I felt ugly and gross. I hurt myself.
But he says if I say "I love myself" than the demons will die.
It hurts to say that. It hurts and it feels stupid. But he is right.
These monsters to battle,they never leave my head. My moodswings get worse when I am under so much pressure. The good things I do burn with the flame of hate.
He made me say "I love myself" Because I felt ugly and gross. I hurt myself.
But he says if I say "I love myself" than the demons will die.
It hurts to say that. It hurts and it feels stupid. But he is right.
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catflap:
my mood swings are dreadful when i'm under pressure, too 
jimcurt99:
I'm sorry we couldn't meet too- I'll be back next summer. Hope things get better for you, I'm always around if you need to talk
XOXOXOXO
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