Honestly I'm trying not to break. I cant let myself crumble under the stress. I have to be strong, but when can I take a break? When I do I fall, everything just burns and I get lost again. I feel lost again. Fuck the medications they make me take, I dont even know if I could handle life without them. I dont want to find out, but I know I will soon....
I got myself where I wanted to be. Now I have nothing. No job,money,family. No support and still so close to just living on the street.
The warmth of these friends is like a blanket. Like a family. And I never stay long. I'm like the wind. A cold chill.
I'm out
I let myself lose control. I let myself feel.
I need control. Because without the simplest control my life is chaos. A painful blur.
I got myself where I wanted to be. Now I have nothing. No job,money,family. No support and still so close to just living on the street.
The warmth of these friends is like a blanket. Like a family. And I never stay long. I'm like the wind. A cold chill.
I'm out
I let myself lose control. I let myself feel.
I need control. Because without the simplest control my life is chaos. A painful blur.
flyer:
Much love and concern for you. Stay strong. FIght. Best wishes always.