julesdoll

Attention peoples in Seattle/near Seattle!
I want to hang out with you people. I don't know anyone here. PM me and we shall kick it!


I started playing guitar. Its going slow, but its clicking. I'm going to make music. Everyday I drive to school, about an hour away from where I stay. I sing to myself, I make up songs on the spot. Its all coming together now.
I have a finale and a midterm due this week. Its stressful but I love it, fashion design school was a wonderful idea, even if I have less than 100$ to get me through this whole month.
I cant comprehend christmas right now. Its all about money, and I'm so over consumerism. I have nothing, no money or family. So its just pointless to me. I wanted to make people things, I might be able to still. I want to show others I care still, even if i'm struggling myself.
I drink too much. I drank so fucking much last night I ended up in the bathroom puking my brains out for who knows how long, then I woke up on the couch still wearing my dress,boots and bra. ugh thats the worst.


I wonder how funny it would be if any of the friends who have never seen me naked found me on here.
Its no big deal, I'm more shy in person actually.
I went back and looked at some pics and realized I'm not as ugly as I feel sometimes. Or at least I wasnt. Not having a home takes its toll. My hair and skin arent as awesome lately and I'm trying to lose weight still. Its hard, its all very hard. And this hangover and headache dont help.

In other news my homegirl Alkaline went pink! I'm happy she's now in my favorites