julesdoll

Thank you everyone for your sweet birthday wishes!

I'm 21 now and I don't feel very different. But I do feel free.
My birthday was amazing. The special brownies I made were so good. I ate them and went hiking with my friend. I did go bar hoping at night but I just gave my friend all of my free drink tokens.
I really wanted a jack and coke, but he wouldn't let me drink one because I told him my many reasons for not handling alcohol well. I actually thought that was sweet though.

And today I'm making stuffed mushrooms for a potluck. I'm looking forward to it. It should help me meet some people around here.

I also decided I'm not moving to California. I'm going to live in Spokane. Really I think this is a better decision.Its easier to find work here. I'm already set up in Washington, and I need to move on with my life and not try to relive my past. Many of the people I hang around in California are bad for me. Bad influences or just straight out abusive. So this is my new start.

This is still happening so fast. But I feel optimistic and I guess my travels ended up bringing me closer than I thought I'd go instead of farther. It's so strange how these things work out.