Life loses its sensations. I cannot handle being depressed or upset anymore. Its all I have felt for a long time. My brain is starting to shut emotions off. I am use to strong emotions for everything. And now I feel internally numb.
Everything is nothing to me. Its all mixing in the gray and brown. It looks like foggy mud and I cant see...
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Everything is nothing to me. Its all mixing in the gray and brown. It looks like foggy mud and I cant see...
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clio:
ha, thanks for the comment! alk3 foreverrr <3
I need a friend more than ever. And I'm trying and failing to be/make a friend. Even simple online friends. I guess no one is interested? I hate being alone all the time. And while art and kitties do pass the time and make life more fun, i wish i had a friend to share time and laughs with. My heart feels empty without friends....
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mennyo:
i also feel like the looniest person on hearth, but im sure u have friends or always make new ones 
alkalinenerd:
keep trying thats all you can do
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brightredscream:
She'd love to see them 
julesdoll:
i put them in a blog comment but i dont know how else to show her.
worst day. no food. lots of pain
broken ruined phone. i hate everything right now
broken ruined phone. i hate everything right now
_eleventy:
awww, well i don't like hearing that, i do hope things get better.
birds in the mourning
how they sing to me before i sleep
how they sing to me before i sleep
thanks for the comments loves. i heart yous! 
i need more friends in my area. and when all my medical stuff is over with im getting back into modeling!
i need more friends in my area. and when all my medical stuff is over with im getting back into modeling!
doctors appointment today! pooop 
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darkriver:
Just mind your health!
mennyo:
i hate going to the doctor
i just saw a tag "show pink to go pink"
is that what it is now?
fucked
edited*
people need to respect each other and the world. but they dont
is that what it is now?
fucked
edited*
people need to respect each other and the world. but they dont
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lightandshade:
i disagree with it as well, however it almost seems like that has become easy street to lots of comments which in turn seems to get you pink. Not defending it, just pointing out the obvious stupidity of it all.
_eleventy:
people are jackasses
gallstones. lovely. fuckingshit. why does this happen to me. now i need surgery!
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mennyo:
hope u get better
_crystal_:
Oh dude that sucks
helllo hello