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I'm quitting my job. Today is my last day. It was kinda fun while it lasted, but it was stressing me out. The management is bullshit, that store is falling to shit and I'm jumping shit before it sinks.

So I'm looking for new work, a new path. Yet again. I wish something would stick for once. I gotta make it happen!
I'm so very...
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thora:
smile
creamcuffs:
May the waves take you someplace beautiful and fulfilling
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Snow

I am terrified of driving in the snow. I also have to park really far from work then walk there in the snow. Its fucked up. I'm not looking forward to today.

Lately I've been too mental. I need to find some zen.
My heart has found love and now its growing dull in the physical pain I bring upon myself. When I'm stressed...
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heartbaker:
I've never driven in the snow... I imagine it would be freaky
_smurfzilla_:
hang in there! and yeah.. i hate driving in snow.. not so much because im afraid of my driving but im terrified of everyone else out there.
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Low Low Low

I still don't have any money. I have a job and its just adding more stress. The class I'm taking is too confusing so I've just given up. Who do I turn to for help anyway?
I dont make very much money, barely enough to survive. And now the government wants to take any benefits I get because I'm working again. Its...
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rlvlk:
A perfect example of why I don't like efriends: I can't do a damn thing from here. If you were here I could help in some way, even if it meant springing for some eyeglasses.

But, I'm here and feeling helpless but still wanting to help...
_smurfzilla_:
>_<
hang in there hun!
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On Valentines day there was a magical mushroomland trip. My mind intertwined with a beautiful genius. We fell asleep with our heads together, our imagination became one.
We sailed to the moon. We fell to earth again. Only to land, in each other's arms.

I am hopeful romantic. Love is not hopeless when it is an art form.
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redmagex:
Very nice blog, sounds like a great trip, I should do a trip like that someday! ooo aaa
look_mom_no_soul:
Im trippin tonight on the coast! You still in oly? I should have time to swing by if youre down this next week?
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I had an interview for a job I applied to a while ago. I think it went well, it was a bit unconventional and laid back.
I really need work and this job seems like something I'd excel at. So wish me luck!
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creamcuffs:
Go get em!! I'm cheering you on big time right now.
heartbaker:
Good luck hun
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Good day Suicide Girls and Boys!

A little run down on my life lately. No pictures right now because I havent uploaded any. That will follow shortly.

Things I feel good about-
  • Getting school work done
  • Learning to play guitar and bass
  • oil painting a three panel piece
  • Meeting new people
  • Listening to new music
  • Going to amazing shows, experiencing the Seattle music scene
  • Having...
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    trills:
    Seems like a good enough balance, apart from the financial insecurity, hope you can get that sorted soon, having to go without because of funds is crap! smile
    creamcuffs:
    Embrace all the good that makes you happy. It's easier to make decisions on the tougher things when you are already feeling good about yourself of something you've done. Money issues and car troubles happen to everyone. You'll find your way through. Take it easy on yourself.

    Your art is amazing. You should have your own exhibit somewhere.
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    Note to self, don't drink so damn much.puke

    Seriously I've been having good times. My heart has found something to fill the void. Its inspired me.
    Last night I got rather drunk with my roommates and we went to a kick ass listening party for our friends "Smooth Sailing" a wicked nautical local Seattle band.
    Needless to say the night ended with me blabbing drunkenly...
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    jb_pdxs:
    Good to hear you are getting there. I haven't had a drink since DEC 13th and it justs feels better.
    pixiestixx:
    always best to listen to your body
    also those sound like awesome good times smile
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    _smurfzilla_:
    ^_^
    creamcuffs:
    Your positivity is very encouraging
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    The pretty girls grow up to be ugly, and the weird girls grow up to be sexy.

    The ugly duckling story is kind of true. I've seen the popular girls I went to school with. Their inner mean spirit made them all ugly.
    And the weird girls, the nerds and geeks and goth chicks. Those girls are true to themselves. And their inner beauty matured....
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    jb_pdxs:
    100% agree. I was in Portland for the holidays and saw a few old friends, (one is a popular girl from high school) and others were punks and such.....the popular girl....sorrry..but...blech.

    Hope you are having a decent new year and I like a few of your new art pieces, in particular the French girl outfit and the Spring Tree. Stay true and let's look forward to a better year this year in 2011. ...way better.
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    I start school again today, I already missed my first class frown
    On top of that I'm sick today, I get sick too easily now.

    But good things are happening. My ex told me I was fat and that I was going to ruin my friend's band Yoko Ono style by dating the guitarist and living with them...
    haha Heres the funny part, the drummer of...
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    sokuto1974:
    Good luck, hope you feel better soon.

    As for your ex.......what an asshole! You look awesoeme, your ex is obviously jealous that you have moved on. Your new bf sounds cool and is such a lucky man!

    xxx
    remod66:
    Something tells me you're going to be fine... and someone else will be left licking the platter... wink
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    Just when I thought I deserved the good things

    he tells me I dont. That I'm fat and worthless.

    It isnt fair. I know he's wrong. I know he is just a sore loser that cant handle the fact that I'm over him/ Way over his childish abuse.

    But it hurts. Now I feel ugly. He makes me want to tear my skin off.

    It...
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    rlvlk:
    What a fucking dick! madmad
    jb_pdxs:
    Never talk to that person again in your life....ex-communicated. That is no way to ever talk to another person, ever.
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    chie:
    thank you smile
    and you too have happy new year!
    starphire:
    thank you doll smile you too!! love the pictures !!