jujubee

Everyone needs an emo post every now and then right? right??? o_O

I have nothing to look forward to. I am spinning my wheels and getting nowhere. I have nothing to show for my hours of back breaking labor. I'm scarred and disfigured from the work I do. I try my best to keep my chin(s) up but it's futile when your blue sky is clouded with constant rejection. It's hard watching all your friends move forward with their lives while you stay as stagnant as a quagmire. rotting. dying on the inside. Why the fuck do I get out of bed in the morning.
It's hard to have someone you love tell you that you are pretty, you never believe them.
/emo