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OK, I have stopped taking those terrible birth control pills that make make me crazy, but I still don't feel up to par, and might write something stupid if I start to journal. So, I will check in with everyone later.
kisses

So, 15 days of no sex wouldn't be so bad if someone would just fucking touch me or something. I would give my left breast to lay on a couch with somone and just be held. I am at this bizzare place where I have no one I care about except my wife, so when she is unavailable, I am just so lonely.
I am...
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On saturday I went to a party and I got to learn to top. I used a flogger and my hands, my fists, my nails, I pulled hair. It was great. I'm still such a bottom though, because Tea, who was the top who was helping me was so frustrated that I kept saying sorry, finally said "Everytime you apologize I'm going to hit you"...
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Bored of writing journal entries. Here's a poem

Play With Me

Play with me.
Tickle me in tragic places,
and make them smile.
Kiss me,
With leather licks,
and vinyl tongues.
Embrace me with your sacred straps,
your loving bondage.
Let me know the hunger,
untill I am full with it.
Hurt me so I know I am loved.
Every pore of me,
lapping at...
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Ok, so the no boys thing is not going well. I'm in such trouble.
Nothing much to say. My wife had a fight with an ex-partner that resulted in a break up with a current partner. The girl she is really hot for works a tues-sat scedule and is impossible to connect with and her sex life is in the pot. I am trying not...
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I had to put my cat down today. Isn't that sad. She's had lukemia for a while and she is just too sick. She was 12 years old, and my kids have just always had her, so it's hard for everyone. And in the interest of respect for the fallen kitty, I am not going to tell anyone about the great sex I just had...
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We came home from the Nutcracker (don't even get me started) tonight, and our front porch was covered in blood. The police dismissed it like they do everything. Our house has been egged, our car vandalized and blood poured on our porch and they don't get why we are freaked out. They asked if we had any reason to suspect someone would do this on...
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Launch Time in 5-4-3-2-1

I have such a great life! I am so happy.

Tommorow I am going to a dessert buffet and erotic art event. Yummy, chocolate. And the beauty of it all, is I am really sexually attracted to the girl who is hosting the event and I'm staying at her house This is important because my recent penchent for boys is seriously...
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