juju33

I am so fucking happy. I just can't stop smiling.
I made up with my friend who I was fighting with. I don't know why, but I always feel at home when I am with him. There is this comfort thing, like warm cereal and brown sugar. He smiles and all the muscles in my body relax. Fighting with him was terrible, and I am so happy it's over.

A girlfriend of mine kissed me. I was the first girl she ever kissed and they started out gentle and afraid, then got real hungry and it was so fucking sexy, we made out all night. Bodies rolling and grinding on one and other. MMMMMM

I have a pocket full of phone numbers and for the first time in a long time I am not too tired or depressed to call them.

And tonight, my wife is going to the SM club to watch me play, and play a little herself. This is a momment I have been waiting for for years. I have to keep pinching myself to make sure I am not dreaming. But I am not. She is real, and beautiful, and she wants to learn to top me.

I am floating on wings on pillows on air. Somebody tell me their life is wonderful too. I'm feeling like I am alone in this bliss.