juju33

It's my birthday. It's my birthday, I am no longer speaking to my best friend and my wife has to work. It's my birthday, I am no longer speaking to my best friend, my wife is at work and I'm doing laundry. It's my birthday, I am no longer speaking to my best friend, my wife is at work, I'm doing laundry, and I'm not getting laid. It's my birthday.....
On the upside, going to breakfast with my crush de'jour...perhaps I will abort the "wait to have sex" plan in favor of the "Fuck me or one of us is going to die" plan.
Tonight I have plans to go to a local club and get my birthday spankings. Secretly hoping Crush will ask me to play instead. I have seen how he handles a flogger, very nice. Want that for my birthday. Too embarassed to ask for it though. I am such a fucking geek.
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Back from breakfast, got up the nerve to ask for a snuggle, he said no. Did get a great kiss. I am afraid we may have entered the "friend zone" a lovely place, but I didn't plan on living there.

Now I'm watching "Secretary" and checking out hot girls which is not doing much for my temperment. Considering clicking on the "hook up" link, this is serious. Isn't there some law that on your birthday you are entitled to sex on demand? Can we make one? Getting a law passed looked really easy on "School House Rock" who's coming with me?

No one is reading this journal anyway sans my wife and she reads my random babbling all the time. Why am I doing this? Oh yeh, wanted to sign up for a group that required me to have a journal. I don't need there stupid club anyway.

Ok, need an SM date tonight. Got to go get creative.