so my sister and my 22nd bday is Monday....i was totally excited about for weeks now b utas the days get closer my excitement fades. Likefor starters...people are douches man.like ive never really had the bday party thing which is cool but i kinda wanted to do it big this yr....cant. no fnds naturally..lol and then no friends..lol like everyones away or going.....after theyve toldme wedmost likey party. i know i know im bitchin but fuck it. its my bday and like no ones here.lol
my "dude" is bsy with his family. kinda sucks but fam first u know.and my older bro is taking his bf to the fckin DR..lol rich bitch. so i guess its just meand my sister.as always and i totally cant complain about that at all. we'll find something cheap easy and fun to do i guess. maybe hit a showor abar and play "twin tricks"or somethin.
i duno its just kind of a downer that i cant do what i wana on my bday EVER. 3 yrs now and ive this happens. i gess thats what people mean about bday sucking as u get older...lol
hopefully something will change my state of mind right now.i mean, it iiiisss my bday ina few days soo ill try tomake things happen.
my "dude" is bsy with his family. kinda sucks but fam first u know.and my older bro is taking his bf to the fckin DR..lol rich bitch. so i guess its just meand my sister.as always and i totally cant complain about that at all. we'll find something cheap easy and fun to do i guess. maybe hit a showor abar and play "twin tricks"or somethin.
i duno its just kind of a downer that i cant do what i wana on my bday EVER. 3 yrs now and ive this happens. i gess thats what people mean about bday sucking as u get older...lol
hopefully something will change my state of mind right now.i mean, it iiiisss my bday ina few days soo ill try tomake things happen.
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juice_box:
hahaa id love to.
vahnyah:
Funny... I'm in the same boat... you can love someone all you want, but if the person treats you like crap, you have to leave him behind.. and I agree that it seems hard so long as you keep the lines of communication open... but like you said, the more you distance yourself, the easier it gets.. then you wonder why you'd ever give the man a second chance because he hasn't changed a bit... not now.. not ever. 