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Ok lets try this again......sleepytime is now awake time tomorrow.....pleeeaasse....

Uhhhhggggg can't fucking sleep wtf man I'm tired all day trying not to fall asleep at work come home to lay in bed wide awake even masterbation did not help....lmfao

IT'S FRIDAY...........What a week not looking forward to next week it starts off good with WWE monday night RAW in Sacramento with a ring side seat.But then Tuesday is mine and Sara's wedding anniversary and then wednesday will be three months she has been gone.......I keep going i keep moving forward with a help ANGELEYEZ you are so wonderful thank you baby....

SmileThank you Angeleyez and Cleokat for making me believe life is worth living and smilejust smile

Damn that was close my account shut off on me for a second that sucked but its all good im payed up for three months my friends i need this place to keep my head right....

happy day every one hope you all have a fucking blast.....

Can't sleep trying so hard but my mind is racing don't know what is wrong I need some one next to me after 5 years of my love being beside me holding me it's so strange Not having that warmth will I ever feel that again I don't know I hope so. God I have to work all day tomorrow please let me sleep but...
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well its monday again hope everyone had a great weekend lots of love to all stay up....

Woke up this morning feeling lost, I dont want to dream anymore,Sara was my life and when i dream of her i hear her voice i hear her laugh then i wake up,trying to close my eye's again i remember she is gone and all i can see is her laying in her coffin......i dont understand how someone so wonderful could be taken away from...
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