im getting swamped with bills no way to pay them can't get a job because i can't get a baby sitter i really don't kno what im going to do i need help so bad and nothing i do seems to work i've sent in 2 diffent photo sets and both have been rejected i just want to be able to get my daughter stuff for her birthday which is very soon and i got no money nothing her father is in a nother state and he is not helping me and he has no job i just feel like dieing i've been crying the last couple days cause i feel like dieing i feel like im not being a good mom if i don't have her her first birthday damn this is really crappy she took some more steps today and in 3 days she will be 10 months she makes me so happy but she dosen't see how sad i am that i can not give her everything i want to it really hurts a person when they can not provide for there kid 
Peace,
-Dreu
im sorry ur having a hard time
your daughter wont remember her gifts
yars and years from now
but she will always remember the love and hugs and kisses
a loving mother gives
honey life sucks sometimes
you have a greater purpose in life
just love ur daughter and be there for her
first steps first words all the first things in life matter
not the gifts...just love her
good things come to good ppl
hang in there there is always sun after rain
love
neo