Ok, so I got in this big argument with someone the other night, and I won't bore you with all the details, but it was mainly about music and the state of music today. It wasn't all that bad untill she said "well, it's only music". Then it got ugly. Only music? ONLY music??? What the fuck? Only music. Only my life. Only everyting in...
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So I think I have my band thing possibly solved. I ran into some guys I used to play with, and we put our differences behind us, so I think we are going to give this a shot. I hope it works out. I need to get this going again, I miss the stage so much. I'm such a freakin showoff
So my Dad is worthless. What else can I say? The funny thing is, I'm supposed to be over this by now. I am 28 yras old after all. It would be a hell of alot easier to get over however if I could just be left alone. The sad thing is, how is it that I have always had to be the one to...
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inkedgirl:
Everyone has bad days. I had a bad weekend and you read my venting, too.
The thing is.. why should you let your father shit on you? If you've done everything and exhausted every avenue then why should you keep trying? I know it sucks and I know it hurts, but I had a similar family relationship with someone that I had to let go of. In the long run, it helps. At least you're not the fool ALL the time. At least you're not constantly let down. After all, you have to watch out for yourself FIRST.
Hang in there & concentrate on the people in your life that appreciate you like your mom and your girl.
The thing is.. why should you let your father shit on you? If you've done everything and exhausted every avenue then why should you keep trying? I know it sucks and I know it hurts, but I had a similar family relationship with someone that I had to let go of. In the long run, it helps. At least you're not the fool ALL the time. At least you're not constantly let down. After all, you have to watch out for yourself FIRST.
Hang in there & concentrate on the people in your life that appreciate you like your mom and your girl.
It's insane really, my journey into madness. I'm not really sure when it began, but it has picked up a head of steam and is on a collision course with destiny. Nothing around me seems to be right anymore, and the future is not clear enough to judge it's possibility for any elevation of my current state. For all I know, this could be a...
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Well, I'm afraid I am rather boreing today. Not much to tell. Glad the heat has calmed down somewhat. Makes it that much more enjoyable when you have to work outside all day. I just want to start school, I think I could use the break from work everyday for a while.
Well, I guess the 3 day weekend wasn't enoygh, because I said the hell with it and stayed home from work today too. I feel like a bum, but I'm getting stuff done all the same. I had mad laundry to do, and I'm getting some more work done on some songs that I had 4-tracked the other day, so at least I am still...
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angryblue:
just saw your comment in my lame journal.
mike patton is the man. i've been struggling with a band for the past year and getting pissed off at singer after singer. i want some who's confident and not too scared to just get out there and do something.
thus, the mike patton obsession. hehe.
mike patton is the man. i've been struggling with a band for the past year and getting pissed off at singer after singer. i want some who's confident and not too scared to just get out there and do something.
thus, the mike patton obsession. hehe.
Well, it's labor day. No work, free food, that's about it. C-ya
I love this three day weekend thing. I can sleep in if I want to, but I am so used to getting up. Between the military and my job, it's just become habit. But the best part is just lying around in my bed with my girlfriend. We woke up half naked this morning, and just laid together for hours. I love just lying there,...
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It's 8:26 in the morning on a Saturday, and I am already up! I don't understand why if I stay up late, I can sleep in with no problem, but if I stay up late and get drunk as hell, I wake up early! Makes no damn sense. Oh well, I had to get up anyway, I have to adution for a band today, and...
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Well, another day of being another one of the sheep. In at 7, out at 3:30. I am in desperate need of a new band, or some way of expressing myself, because this has grown old quickly. Oh, I have been looking, trust me, but it's hard to find people who want to play good music in the land of Korn and Limp Bizkit and...
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littlegirllost:
Here's a cool idea:
You could cut off Fred Durst's hands, then kill him with HIS bare hands.
You could cut off Fred Durst's hands, then kill him with HIS bare hands.
juebi:
now there is a great idea!
i agree about music... a friend of mine once said "it's just music" and i couldn't believe it came from his mouth... music is the soundtrack to my life. is that meaningless? do we make all this for nothing?
even if it's crap, does it not give us something to bitch about? do we not love to hate britney spears?