juebi

Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! I can't sleep! I am freakin bored, and I cannot sleep! I think I slept in too long today. I watched SLC Punk though, I love that movie. If you have never seen it, I highly recomend that you do. It always reminds me of me. The whole thing with being a punk, and being so anti-social (which I still am somewhat), and being so full of energy and wanting to change the world because I felt like I didn't fit in anywhere, and then growing up and realizing the system I fought so hard against, was what I was becoming. I love the end of the movie where Steveo finally realizes it's time to grow up, and become productive. That all this anarchy crap and being punk to be different, is actually conformity in itself, and the rebellion against the system, is actually a system of it's own. That's not to say that you have to become a law student, or a banker or something. (and if you do, go for it, why not??) But, you do have to grow up and become a man or woman, and make something of yourself. There is nothing worse than that sorry ass old punk guy who is always in the back of the show, looking out of place, who hasn't got a dime to his name. It's great to want to change the world, just realize that the world IS gonna change you, and that is perfectly ok and normal.