juebi

Do you know you are all beautiful? I've just been thinking alot today, because I know three different people who just had friends or family die. On of the guys was 19, and had just got married like 3 weeks ago. It made me very sad, and it got me thinking again of when my cousin was killed a few years back. She was only 22. She was my best friend. I was 21 at the time, and nothing can prepare you for it. No one tells you how to deal with this shit. I think of her all the time. My leg tattoo is a tribute to her, and I always wear 22 on my hockey jersey as a tribute to her as well. This life is all too short. We get so damn busy in our little lives that we forget the things that really matter. You all matter. You all affect someone around you in ways you probably don't know. There is so much fucking pain and hatred in this world, that I think, no, I know all of us need to take a moment every so often and tell the people around us what they mean. Tomorrow may never come. Tell someone you love that you love them, do something nice just because. You never know when that car will just jump lanes, and it's all gone. I love all of you just for the silly little notes that we leave on each others journals that make each other smile. Nothing is insignificant.


"I don't think it's fair I only dream about you.
I don't think it's fair I live my life without you.
There's so much despair when I think about you
You made me so proud.......
did I ever tell you?"
-Koga