It's insane really, my journey into madness. I'm not really sure when it began, but it has picked up a head of steam and is on a collision course with destiny. Nothing around me seems to be right anymore, and the future is not clear enough to judge it's possibility for any elevation of my current state. For all I know, this could be a slow spiral down into an abyss of something dark and truly disturbing..............or maybe I'm just bored, who knows?