Saturday Sep 21, 2002

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I'm tired
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emily:
ok....I put one funny thing that happend last night in my journal.....just ONE thing..more to come later!smile
pureblu12225:
oowwww hehe new pic how cute smile sleep silly

Friday Sep 20, 2002

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Ok, so this entry will be 3 parts.

1) So I was walking down the street today and this guy and a girl with a video camera come up to me and she asks me if she can interview me and ask me some questions about music. Can you believe that? Anyone who reads my journal knows how much I love music. How crazy is...
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pureblu12225:
first part cool
next...awwwfrown
and finally they just need to get out and expierence more smile you gotta admit though when people are interested and ask not so dumb queations it's better than staring..for me ne ways smile

Thursday Sep 19, 2002

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Well, another day down. It rained like crazy here last night. We had crazy storms. The power went out and I was almost late for work. Like that would have been all that bad. I hate work sometimes. But, gotta pay to play, and I love to play, so I guess work is important. Blah!
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bettietwoguns:
bah.

pureblu12225:
hmmmmp...I wish it would rain here soon sned those rain fairies here smile

Wednesday Sep 18, 2002

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Well, it's hump day. Just gotta get the next two days out of the way and then WEEKEND!!! I have no damn idea what I am doing this weekend, but who cares, it won't be work, so it can't be all that bad. I need something to get into this weekend. I'm sure it won't be too hard to find something.
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pureblu12225:
such as hmm?... hehe
quijybo:
you can buy me and emily toys this weekend or something. biggrin biggrin

Tuesday Sep 17, 2002

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Well, today was pay-day. Not like it isn't already spent. How the hell do I do that? I swear no matter how much money you make, it will never be enough. Just too many toys in the world to buy!
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quijybo:
thanks. i know he's not worth it. that's why i didn't answer the phone when he called.
what toys did you buy?
emily:
!!YAY!!Toys!!!smile

Monday Sep 16, 2002

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well, another weekend down, and not much to say today. I had a good weekend though. I hung with some friends on Sat. afternoon and watched the Ohio State Buckeyes kick some more ass. Then Sat. night we had friends over for dinner. It was pretty fun, I made drinks and we all sat around and got drunk and hung out. Sunday I just watched...
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emily:
I love the weekend!!Because I don't have to work....but now is FUCKING Monday......and Monday=work ,and now Emily=sad....

Saturday Sep 14, 2002

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Ok, so I got in this big argument with someone the other night, and I won't bore you with all the details, but it was mainly about music and the state of music today. It wasn't all that bad untill she said "well, it's only music". Then it got ugly. Only music? ONLY music??? What the fuck? Only music. Only my life. Only everyting in...
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fallen1carus:
thanks for the comment in my journal... i think everything will work out but it's nice to have other people keep reminding me of it.

i agree about music... a friend of mine once said "it's just music" and i couldn't believe it came from his mouth... music is the soundtrack to my life. is that meaningless? do we make all this for nothing?

even if it's crap, does it not give us something to bitch about? do we not love to hate britney spears?
emily:
oh!and if you want one of thoes toys that tell you to seek help....it's called.....Hello Teddy=)

Thursday Sep 12, 2002

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So I think I have my band thing possibly solved. I ran into some guys I used to play with, and we put our differences behind us, so I think we are going to give this a shot. I hope it works out. I need to get this going again, I miss the stage so much. I'm such a freakin showoff

Sunday Sep 08, 2002

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So my Dad is worthless. What else can I say? The funny thing is, I'm supposed to be over this by now. I am 28 yras old after all. It would be a hell of alot easier to get over however if I could just be left alone. The sad thing is, how is it that I have always had to be the one to...
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inkedgirl:
Everyone has bad days. I had a bad weekend and you read my venting, too.

The thing is.. why should you let your father shit on you? If you've done everything and exhausted every avenue then why should you keep trying? I know it sucks and I know it hurts, but I had a similar family relationship with someone that I had to let go of. In the long run, it helps. At least you're not the fool ALL the time. At least you're not constantly let down. After all, you have to watch out for yourself FIRST.

Hang in there & concentrate on the people in your life that appreciate you like your mom and your girl.

Sunday Sep 08, 2002

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It's insane really, my journey into madness. I'm not really sure when it began, but it has picked up a head of steam and is on a collision course with destiny. Nothing around me seems to be right anymore, and the future is not clear enough to judge it's possibility for any elevation of my current state. For all I know, this could be a...
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Wednesday Sep 04, 2002

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Well, I'm afraid I am rather boreing today. Not much to tell. Glad the heat has calmed down somewhat. Makes it that much more enjoyable when you have to work outside all day. I just want to start school, I think I could use the break from work everyday for a while.

Tuesday Sep 03, 2002

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Well, I guess the 3 day weekend wasn't enoygh, because I said the hell with it and stayed home from work today too. I feel like a bum, but I'm getting stuff done all the same. I had mad laundry to do, and I'm getting some more work done on some songs that I had 4-tracked the other day, so at least I am still...
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angryblue:
just saw your comment in my lame journal.

mike patton is the man. i've been struggling with a band for the past year and getting pissed off at singer after singer. i want some who's confident and not too scared to just get out there and do something.

thus, the mike patton obsession. hehe.
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