judypatricia

I am starting to feel very lonely. I wish, for once, I could blame this on PMS. For the most part, I realize the position I am in doesn't really warrant any kind of relationship, nor the possibility of my being a girlfriend. I'm too all over the place and unsettled and overall not normal. I used to think I was easy to get along with and date, but I end up feeling that I ask for, or expect, too much. It's making me a little bitter. I still love the only person who ever really loved me, after I thought I was over him. And I shouldn't. But I miss being in love; I miss being liked. I'm a little annoyed with myself for having this pity-party, but I'll have plenty of time to ignore it tomorrow.