As much as I dislike feeling the way I did last night, I appreciate it, because it puts a new spin on things. I love a good day after a bad one. I literally had a nervous breakdown this time last night, because of my mother. The only thing that would have made me feel better a little sooner: being able to walk around and...
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Tell me what you appreciate.
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plasticfangs:
You lucky girl! How I envy thee... 
My brother saw it, and said it was hysterical and really "cute"; he said people kept cheering every time something good happened to Napoloeon, which makes me want to see it even more!
Ok...things I appreciate...
- Art, in all it's forms.
- "The little things in life."
- Every compliment I ever get, even though I never know what to say...
- Days when it's just finished raining, and everything smells clean and the air's so clear, and everything is grey and muted like a water painting...
- A good cesear salad.
- the opportunities life has granted me.
- Every little courting ritual that always seems like the first time, no matter how often you do them.
- people behaving decently towards one another.
- kissing until your mouth hurts.
- those shitty times in your life that give you a bit of perspective.
- the comfort of a darkened movie theater.
- how much effort people put into their passions.
- being able to lay in bed with someone all day.
- Having family and friends that I know are truly good people.
- A good conversation.
Ok, ok...I'll shut up now...
My brother saw it, and said it was hysterical and really "cute"; he said people kept cheering every time something good happened to Napoloeon, which makes me want to see it even more!
Ok...things I appreciate...
- Art, in all it's forms.
- "The little things in life."
- Every compliment I ever get, even though I never know what to say...
- Days when it's just finished raining, and everything smells clean and the air's so clear, and everything is grey and muted like a water painting...
- A good cesear salad.
- the opportunities life has granted me.
- Every little courting ritual that always seems like the first time, no matter how often you do them.
- people behaving decently towards one another.
- kissing until your mouth hurts.
- those shitty times in your life that give you a bit of perspective.
- the comfort of a darkened movie theater.
- how much effort people put into their passions.
- being able to lay in bed with someone all day.
- Having family and friends that I know are truly good people.
- A good conversation.
Ok, ok...I'll shut up now...
nickfaust:
Music
People - the weirder the better
The people in my life
Food
Chocolate
Food, oh I said that...um eating food
Rain on a hot day
You
People - the weirder the better
The people in my life
Food
Chocolate
Food, oh I said that...um eating food
Rain on a hot day
You
So. If I didn't reply to your comment(s) from my last entry, I apologize. But I'mliterallyfried, and haven't been online like the junkie I am in the last few days, because I'm down south, y'all. My pasty, black-clothes-wearing, New York snobby ass is in Cocoa, Florida as I type this. I've been here since Monday evening, visiting my mother and her boyfriend. Their house is...
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decedent:
"you could get mugged, then raped, then killed"
man i just burst out laughing at that part
man i just burst out laughing at that part
nickfaust:
Hey, if AceTracer mugs rapes or kills you, tell him to take pics and post them! 
(kidding, you know that right?)
When I am with my mom for more than 3 days I begin to feel like a wound up spring. It reminds me of why I started taking drugs all those many years ago. My dad is dead, but it took me about 25 years to figure out that I just plain ole didn't like him. He was not a good guy.
Florida is just weird (no flames - just one guys opinion) I lived in a nearby state for years and just never got the attraction. But hey 200 million senior citizens can't be wrong, right?
(kidding, you know that right?)
When I am with my mom for more than 3 days I begin to feel like a wound up spring. It reminds me of why I started taking drugs all those many years ago. My dad is dead, but it took me about 25 years to figure out that I just plain ole didn't like him. He was not a good guy.
Florida is just weird (no flames - just one guys opinion) I lived in a nearby state for years and just never got the attraction. But hey 200 million senior citizens can't be wrong, right?
Pardon me for sounding Carrie Bradshaw-esque tonight; I've spent the last few days watching the first and second seasons of Sex and the City on DVD, and well, my inner writer, middle-aged, Manhattan self, is kicking and screaming to get loose. It's so bad that I raced out of the bathroom just a moment ago, to find a scrap of paper to jot thoughts down...
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acetracer:
How is it that you're 1000 miles closer to me and yet I'm missing you more? 
chezgeek:
friggin brilliant... you should write a book. id buy it.
While speaking with Choke, tonight, I realized that I really miss drawing people. And every now-and-then, I'll get an urge to run out and buy matte boards, and maybe even frames, to put my old drawings and portraits in, and hang some up. That's only something I'd do if I lived alone, however. I wish I knew why I'm like that; I kind of...
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itwasduke:
funny as hell in my opinion...
cage_e:
the cock is back!!! message me
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ash:
Ill label you a uh .... yarnhead grunge rock freak! yeah, that suits ya! or no ... how abt GOTH? Youre goth, right? lol
Hey yesterday I had 209 friends, why do I only have 203 now? lol (I had to ask someone else because u took too long to respond)
Hey yesterday I had 209 friends, why do I only have 203 now? lol (I had to ask someone else because u took too long to respond)
throatneedle:
sorry babes. i'd love to have you over but after the heartbreak i really dont want to hang out with anyone. besides, i have to study my drinks and shots 'cause i only know about half of them like the bad boy that i am. you should come over sometime during the week 
"The average female rat has sex 22 times a day."
Thank you, History Channel.
Thank you, History Channel.
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gallas13:
yeah, but can they kick my ass?
koleeta:
lucky rats!
is that why they're so dirty? I'll bet they never use protection.
is that why they're so dirty? I'll bet they never use protection.
So the 18th of this month is my official last day at my job. I was only told that I had my vacation time coming to me last Sunday, and a few days later, when I requested the 21st through 28th off, it was run by the other managers to see if it's doable. And, surprisingly enough, it isn't. Too many of my coworkers are...
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koleeta:
I haven't seen Guys and Dolls but I have the soundtrack on vinyl.
I love Netflix. I use it to get Queer As Folk. I also use it to get obscure old movies that they wouldn't have at blockbuster or hollywood video...such as 42nd street and that movie where Bing Crosby plays a priest or minister.
I love Netflix. I use it to get Queer As Folk. I also use it to get obscure old movies that they wouldn't have at blockbuster or hollywood video...such as 42nd street and that movie where Bing Crosby plays a priest or minister.
gallas13:
i think the word is starcrossed. me and a buddy are going to a big bbq fest in the city on saturday if you wanna come to that. or you can come each brunch w/ me and my buddy dolores on sunday and join us as we laugh like frenchies. HANH HANH HANH.
Fuck it; whatever.
It's my own dicky fault for being this bothered by something I was aware of from day one.
So. No more being girly about it.
And no, I'm not mad.
It's my own dicky fault for being this bothered by something I was aware of from day one.
So. No more being girly about it.
And no, I'm not mad.
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gallas13:
i say you act girly about it and let yourself be melted. that's what i do. every time. doesn't mean you have to yap about it or wear it on your sleeve. but carry it in your heart like a last line of defence. it's like pulling out your eyeballs and putting diamonds in their place. people won't look you straight in the eye without being frozen.
fuckers that don't hold onto it have no soul. no soul. that's what i say.
fuckers that don't hold onto it have no soul. no soul. that's what i say.
pumpkineater:
you sound mad.
at least you recognize it for what it is.
at least you recognize it for what it is.
I feel pretty shitty right now. Got dicked over once more at work, and so I'm gone by the 18th. And now I wish I didn't care so much about things I can't change.
I wish school was over already, so I could spend some time away from home, sooner rather than later.
This kind of hurts.
I wish school was over already, so I could spend some time away from home, sooner rather than later.
This kind of hurts.
decedent:
this is my 1,000th post. i was going to make a thread to "celebrate" it or something silly like that, but i think you should have it because you're great. don't take that kids 'r' us bullshit. wherever you are in five years, you won't even remember it.
I remember my father taking me to the movies, when I was growing up. And I remember my mother singing along with the radio, waking me up, every weekend morning, as she was cleaning our little house. I remember the first time I met my father's current wife, before they married, before my parents divorced; I remember where I was, but I don't remember seeing...
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mnislahi:
check your email!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hi hotness..
hi hotness..
fromthissoil:
I'm sure your ass is just as hot.
Once again, I've dug myself into a financial hole I probably won't be able to get out of anytime soon. I have a bad, bad habit of underestimating any time allotted for things like schoolwork and bill payments. I'm one of those people who should put my life down into a planner, and carry it around with me everywhere, noting and timing all things that...
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beatrice:
just say no to the stretch pants. there's this strip tease worrkout video by some has been that i keep hearing a lot about on this site that i want to look into.
and speaking of cheese, i think it's time for breakfast..
and speaking of cheese, i think it's time for breakfast..
stirfry:
thank you.
i am in a HUGE finincial hole as well, i'll keep you company down here... down here... own here... wn here... n here.
i am in a HUGE finincial hole as well, i'll keep you company down here... down here... own here... wn here... n here.
(Note: this is in reference to your marriage proposal...just to e clear...)
[Edited on Jun 28, 2004 11:12AM]