Melancholy...
and all that could have been.
and all that could have been.
Malloreigh's set today (Monday) is amazing. Cutest freckles I've seen in a while.
Stuff going on, but some sad
and some frustrating 
, and I'm not too keen on talking about either at the moment.
Stuff going on, but some sad
and some frustrating , and I'm not too keen on talking about either at the moment.
I got word yesterday: my car is *officially* totalled. Bureaucracy: taking ten business days to tell you what you knew at a glance. 
With a head nod to urban sprawl, in order to resolve transportation I've been staying at my parents' house for a bit. Nearly a week with them now, and it's grating. I can't wait for the insurance company to cut me a...
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With a head nod to urban sprawl, in order to resolve transportation I've been staying at my parents' house for a bit. Nearly a week with them now, and it's grating. I can't wait for the insurance company to cut me a...
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sprat:
the scarf doesn't do much for me. the bandana on the other hand... 
Graduation for me is all about sticking it to the Chancellor. I can't wait til the day he has to stand up there and read out the title to my thesis in his pompous, right-wing plum tones. In fact, I'm planning on giving it a really crass name just to hear the fucker say "Fags and Muff Divers on the Street and in the Sheets" or something equally gay. Hmm... maybe I can get the "cunt" in there too, somehow...
See, coming up with crass titles is what I do when I can't actually, you know, write the damn thing!
Graduation for me is all about sticking it to the Chancellor. I can't wait til the day he has to stand up there and read out the title to my thesis in his pompous, right-wing plum tones. In fact, I'm planning on giving it a really crass name just to hear the fucker say "Fags and Muff Divers on the Street and in the Sheets" or something equally gay. Hmm... maybe I can get the "cunt" in there too, somehow...
See, coming up with crass titles is what I do when I can't actually, you know, write the damn thing!
jubalharshaw:
Woo! What is your major that such wonderful titles might come about?
Busted up my car Friday. Thoroughly unenjoyable. Spirits are up, regardless. Yay.
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sprat:
Correct on the hamster character profile. And I'd put most kinds of caged birds in there, too. We don't use "beady eyed" as an insult for humans without precedent. Looking a budgie in the eye gives me the jeebs.
jubalharshaw:
Had a parakeet when I was young that was actually really nice, but diabetes and a couple trips to the pet hospital left him very afraid of humans....
Got no motivation. Got no confidence. Lonely. Depression is hitting hard. Shitty.
Japanese teacher needs to stop asking about the weather in test questions. I do not know if it rained yesterday. I don't know what pants I wore yesterday. "I forget" is not a cop out. It's an answer.
Japanese teacher needs to stop asking about the weather in test questions. I do not know if it rained yesterday. I don't know what pants I wore yesterday. "I forget" is not a cop out. It's an answer.
"Alcohol, a party-time necessity"
Alcohol in large amounts depresses me. Naturally, it is a depressant, and although that's not quite what the word means, it is still to be expected; certainly it's not a surprise.
However, just a residual amount, maybe a couple ounces, coming off a buzz: beauty. There's a spring in my step that I enjoy. If I'm thinking sad thoughts, still the...
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Alcohol in large amounts depresses me. Naturally, it is a depressant, and although that's not quite what the word means, it is still to be expected; certainly it's not a surprise.
However, just a residual amount, maybe a couple ounces, coming off a buzz: beauty. There's a spring in my step that I enjoy. If I'm thinking sad thoughts, still the...
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I really wish I could cry. It's about that ex, Amanda. I really feel and fear that she is the best that will ever happen to me, and that I can never go back, that there is no reset, do-over, and that neither happiness nor companionship will ever find me in this life; this loneliness will forever gnaw at my being, painful, and aggravated by...
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springiswrath:
unrelated but awesome
http://suicidegirls.com/news/culture/4708/
http://suicidegirls.com/news/culture/4708/
jubalharshaw:
Hehe, missed that one, thanks 
I am emo hardcore. Hard rock exterior, squishy emo insides. I'm so emo it hurts. My emo condenses into a black hole and spits out Raffi.
That'd make a great shirt. "Raffi is Emo". Copyright.
I contacted an ex today. Err, looking at the time I guess that was yesterday. I'll go by the "sun's up" ruling and say today. Yeah.
Man, she was the...
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That'd make a great shirt. "Raffi is Emo". Copyright.
I contacted an ex today. Err, looking at the time I guess that was yesterday. I'll go by the "sun's up" ruling and say today. Yeah.
Man, she was the...
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Kinda funny. Complete anonymity of a journal, right where so many can read it. Heh.