I woke up feeling shitty. It's to be expected: I went to bed only an hour before that, feeling shitty. As per plans, I am spending the day hanging out with high school friends. I'm taking a break now only to pick up a few things before I'm back on my way*. So anyway, I'm exhausted, and exhausted in social situations can only end in horror. Massive drinking is planned tonight; over $100 of liquor was purchased. Despite this, todya I just don't feel like drinking. Any buzz I'm going to achieve is going to quickly south faster than a <prostitution punchline here>. I always end up feeling lonely when I drink, and with two friends just starting the sickenly sweet teasy/flirty hookup stage, I just know I'm going to end up 
. Es no bueno.
*I house sat for my parents while they were out of town last week. They returned late Thursday. I've still been at their house up until now, because the little high school friend reunion thing is really helped by actually staying within a reasonable commute. I haven't seen much of my parents, but the hours that I have, it's just shit from my mother. There's a reason I live seperate from my parents, and I'm thinking that this same reason is why I will not be house sitting for them anymore.
PS Depression is sucking hard balls.
. Es no bueno.
*I house sat for my parents while they were out of town last week. They returned late Thursday. I've still been at their house up until now, because the little high school friend reunion thing is really helped by actually staying within a reasonable commute. I haven't seen much of my parents, but the hours that I have, it's just shit from my mother. There's a reason I live seperate from my parents, and I'm thinking that this same reason is why I will not be house sitting for them anymore.
PS Depression is sucking hard balls.