so i guess im happy now, or at least im trying to be. Im trying to not worry about things and im doing a good job of it (kinda). The only thing is bills. It seems as if im forever in debt because of a need for things. I need to realize that i dont NEED anything to be happy. The things is i dont go out and buy expensive shit. I guess mainly what i spend my earnings on is food. Holy shit do i eat a lot. I just need to earn more money.
Im going to try and do firefighting this summer so we will see how that goes. Supposedly i can make 8 grand during the summer doing it so that would definately help.
Im really glad i dont have a girlfriend because of how much drama is happening around me because of a committed relationship. Also ever since i moved up here i havn't been making any effort to get with anyone. Im sure im just burnt out on the whole thing. I am kinda proud of myself though. Wait, that would be hypocritical of me IF somebody worth making an effort did come around... Meh.
So this weekend i managed to lose my wallet, Lose my keys, lose my mp3 player, forget a box of soy milk on its side in my backpack for two days in this heat , cut up the wrong card that i thought i cancelled, and pass out at a chicks house that that wanted to get with me within 30 of being at her place, and havnt studied for my only final yet (i have till tuesday)
whatever
i dont need any of those things
all i need is my health and oxygen
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AFI - Hearts Frozen Soil Thawed Once More By the Spring of Rage, Despair, and Hopelessness
Whoa!
I will die screamin!
Whoa!
Scream my last breath
In useless anguish
Tear the sun from the sky!
Whoa!
I will die screamin!
Whoa!
Die screamin!
Im going to try and do firefighting this summer so we will see how that goes. Supposedly i can make 8 grand during the summer doing it so that would definately help.
Im really glad i dont have a girlfriend because of how much drama is happening around me because of a committed relationship. Also ever since i moved up here i havn't been making any effort to get with anyone. Im sure im just burnt out on the whole thing. I am kinda proud of myself though. Wait, that would be hypocritical of me IF somebody worth making an effort did come around... Meh.
So this weekend i managed to lose my wallet, Lose my keys, lose my mp3 player, forget a box of soy milk on its side in my backpack for two days in this heat , cut up the wrong card that i thought i cancelled, and pass out at a chicks house that that wanted to get with me within 30 of being at her place, and havnt studied for my only final yet (i have till tuesday)
whatever
i dont need any of those things
all i need is my health and oxygen
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AFI - Hearts Frozen Soil Thawed Once More By the Spring of Rage, Despair, and Hopelessness
Whoa!
I will die screamin!
Whoa!
Scream my last breath
In useless anguish
Tear the sun from the sky!
Whoa!
I will die screamin!
Whoa!
Die screamin!