jthrak

working in the financial industry, the times have been hard. money's tight, stress is crazy and there's no patience whatsoever. i've been feeling it, went into my house on friday at 10.30pm and left said house monday at 8.30am. I did some work on the new ambient pieces for the record but i was spent to the bone.
i need a change of pace, i...
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I don't think im doing so well.

we'll see.

I've just caught Tori's new video/song on youtube and I have to say I am fairly impressed. Her last records haven't been really that good for me, and with this Im not going into this whole thing about how amazing it was back in 90-something, I'm just saying the records didn't have the weight. I guess becoming a mother, a housewife and moving to England...
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It's finally happened, we broke up. Matter of time really, sounds harsh? I know, but in all seriousness we've been leading up to this a bit now. I do feel free and I hope for the best. True that most can't make it as friends, but there is something that leads me to believe that we can achieve this.

I'll stand patiently.

I become undone at the notion of she.
Can't explain.
It's a light I've yet to understand, watching Carlin by candlelight at 2am never felt so good.
Scary. Don't want to be burned, still is too soon.
K don't answer, K don't care.

time will tell.

Friday nite sucks!

I've given up notions of a brilliant friday night in this town. I don't enjoy driving by myself to dwtn. The biggest thing is not having someone there like there there, I know people and all but you know there there.

anyway, Im reading the new Revolver and listening to The Mission UK.

not that Lame but it makes me think.

The past week was very tough for me, going thru some things that have tested my strentgh, patience and mental state...again. Being so close to the edge of crazyness seems to be the topic this year, so far I've been getting railed on all these at least one week a month.

Miami was fun, saw people I hadn't in ages and got so wasted and...
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Antony and the Johnsons are ruling my week.

I've been drifting away from our little scene here in Orlando, I used to be there every Wednesday without a doubt. I think the lack of desire stems from the stagnation of it all, we've had good nights here but for the most part I've lost interest. The music has to do a lot with it, the bands are not really putting out great records,...
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