Monday Feb 21, 2005

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And everything was going so well...I had a dream I haven't had for a long time last night, you know the one where you get launched out of your boat and it runs you over, and you left bleeding in the ocean with no one around, too far away from land to swim, so you just tread water and wonder what it will be like to die? yeah, that one...only it really happened to me, and yeah, I made it out, but it still hits on a really deep level. Im still kind of fucked up.

I need some fucking coffee.
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melladoree:
Oh trust me that is not a problem!
meeks:
For Fuck sake, all I wanted to do (and I really needed to) was to go to bed early tonight. It's 12:38 and I just got a phone call from Caitlin (pseudofriend from High school) saying she's at Jordan's and oh my god I haven't seen you in so long and all that bullshit. Now she wants to come over later...LATER!?? I want to go to sleep...but I couldn't really say no, she's only here till tomorrow, but this is seriously fucking me over. I'm mad. mad Now I won't be able to stay awake to use the few study hours I have tomorrow so I don't fail all my midterms on Thursday (Wednesday is full).

FUck

FUCk

FUCK!!!

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