jstone

ow, my head hurts, my nieghbor rolled his truck last night, Im out of rum, I want it to rain to match my mood... I dont do depression/angst very well, especially when one has access to large machines...

SHITFUCKASSCRAP.... Poo... I.... HATE.... WAITING......

seriously, Im gonna become a monk, move to the woods (more woods than current) and never get attached again... I used to be so good at not caring, now look at me, Im a mess...
I want to carpet bomb Thailand, and choke all those snarky little backpacking traveller boys, with their welsh accents and Teva sandals.... I need to chill.... trust...sucks...
Full moon party, 9,999 drunken backpackers and my girlfriend....
just driving me nuts... and I've never been like this before.
Also managed to get sick/injured 2 weeks before NZ...

I need to cheer up, but... ow... my head hurts.... and I'm out of rum.