jstone

So this is sit huh? winter on the coast again, and I'm still not doing anything important with my life, just me and my katana watching zim and ridley scott movies, trying to learn metalurgy in my woodstove, and working in the rain, always the rain. I could build things, oh the things I could build, but I just dont care any more, all my initiative was washed off of me, no tansu, no wonderfull arts and crafts style chests, just damp me, I made a surfboard last spring, I cant surf and theres no break here, I cant remember why I made it, now a tree is going to fall on my house and crush it. everyone has quit reading by now, no one ever listens, not to me anyway, always telling me go do this, get that, stop making noise, the worst part is I'm always alone because i have no friends and no one loves me so It's always me telling myself this, that'll make you crazy fast, crazy I was crazy once, no one listened to me then either, no one ever will, always alone and damp, so damp and dank. drip drip drip see listen youd be damp too, and dank, that as well, but mostly damp, and ignnored, like your doing to me now, see. they never see.
P.S. Im kidding, but you've probably stoped reading so youll never know