jstduckie

there are no jobs.....
"the economy is no longer in a recession"....this is total bullshit
i find myself questioning the choice to leave a full-time, albeit shitty, job to go back to school.
jst how the hell am i supposed to survive???
financial aid is based on the previous year....
if ive not worked since august....wheres the gas money come from???
im doing well in all my classes....right now, i find little solace in that fact....
i am tired of this god-forsaken hole in the ground of a town.
when i get out of here, i dont ever want to see it again....
around here, its who you know, whos your aunt, uncle, grandpa, dad, blah blah blah...
sick of all of it....
i hope all this headache, stress, and general feeling of being lost is worth it in the end.
i think i need some advil now.....

later,
duckie