Friday Jun 13, 2008

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Today.....today i was betrayed by 2 people i called "friend".....in the real world.
i lost one person on here that i really enjoyed talking to....others never seem to acknowledge my existence
im at the point in my life where i wonder if its all worth it.
or whether i should just walk away from everything i know....
i dont feel like the people i value.....value me.
why do i exist?
im tired, lonely, and scared....scared ill never be.....
i need to get rid of a bunch of shit....and dissapear....
to become part of a world.....ill never be....has made me realize....i dont belong.
why am i the one people choose to shit on?
thats the only thing i need to know....why dont i matter?
ive got to go now.....

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grayness:
Not much to say... but I did want to stop by and acknowledge your existence, simply because if I wait until I can think of something brilliant and insightful to say we might be in for a bit of a wait. wink

Don't give up. Hang in there. I will think good thoughts for you.
lunne:
Every body feel like that once in a while... but you can't give up... You can't tell me not to give up and then turn around and do it...

You do matter... but you don't see that... because the only way you thing you'll matter is if you do to people who treat you like shit... But you should learn that THEY don't matter... Cherish us insted, the ones that love you...

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