ever get tired of being....."nice"?
i find that as i grow older im less and less patient with alot of things...but i believe that part of growing as a person is the wisdom you gain from your choices and descisions. some days i have a really short fuse, over stupid stuff....some days im completely justified....
but, my thoughts here today revolve around my desire to not be that "guy"i sincerely enjoy hearing from a lady that im a good listener....or that im easy to know...but im tired....of being the guy that gets to watch from the sidelines. ive been used to get other guys attention. used to get over other guys....blah blah. yes, i know im not the only guy it has happened to. i know that im not the only guy it will ever happen to. but....is it too much to ask that i get to have a lady for my own? i am not perfect...never claimed to be. take me as i am, ya know? tired of hearing....well....if you acted like this....or....hey, how bout you shave, and try this shirt here....come on......are we all really that shallow that jst a shirt will turn your head? i dont want you....if it does.....i believe that when 2 people connect...they complete one another. please dont get me wrong....i WANT to be the guy that women feel comfortable talking to...i do.
i want my lady to be my best friend...to know that she can talk to me about anything....and to know that i will be there for her, even if i have to fight the devil himself. ive met lots of women that have asked.....what do you drive?.....lol....."ughh....that piece of shit...over there...." sorry, if ya want the car, go buy it yourself.
im attracted to women that stand for what they believe in. im attracted to women that dont take shit from anyone. the ones that arent afraid to say "fuck off, jerk"....but. when they need me, they know im gonna be there....ya know?. in the last few months ive met 1 or 2 ladies that fall right there.....in that mold....if you will.
its been sheer joy on my part....learning more about them. one is close, one....not so much. the one thats close....welll shes been a friend for a few years....the other is still brand new....shes like rain in the morning...joyful, enlightening....intriguing...if all else....i value her for her friendship shes brought me.... a man can not live, but through his friends. i dont know what my future holds....i dont know where my road ahead will take me. im scared shitless....that i do know.....lol
im all over the place....damn....this all made sense in my head...
later.....before i type more ive got to explain later.....
i find that as i grow older im less and less patient with alot of things...but i believe that part of growing as a person is the wisdom you gain from your choices and descisions. some days i have a really short fuse, over stupid stuff....some days im completely justified....
but, my thoughts here today revolve around my desire to not be that "guy"i sincerely enjoy hearing from a lady that im a good listener....or that im easy to know...but im tired....of being the guy that gets to watch from the sidelines. ive been used to get other guys attention. used to get over other guys....blah blah. yes, i know im not the only guy it has happened to. i know that im not the only guy it will ever happen to. but....is it too much to ask that i get to have a lady for my own? i am not perfect...never claimed to be. take me as i am, ya know? tired of hearing....well....if you acted like this....or....hey, how bout you shave, and try this shirt here....come on......are we all really that shallow that jst a shirt will turn your head? i dont want you....if it does.....i believe that when 2 people connect...they complete one another. please dont get me wrong....i WANT to be the guy that women feel comfortable talking to...i do.
i want my lady to be my best friend...to know that she can talk to me about anything....and to know that i will be there for her, even if i have to fight the devil himself. ive met lots of women that have asked.....what do you drive?.....lol....."ughh....that piece of shit...over there...." sorry, if ya want the car, go buy it yourself.
im attracted to women that stand for what they believe in. im attracted to women that dont take shit from anyone. the ones that arent afraid to say "fuck off, jerk"....but. when they need me, they know im gonna be there....ya know?. in the last few months ive met 1 or 2 ladies that fall right there.....in that mold....if you will.
its been sheer joy on my part....learning more about them. one is close, one....not so much. the one thats close....welll shes been a friend for a few years....the other is still brand new....shes like rain in the morning...joyful, enlightening....intriguing...if all else....i value her for her friendship shes brought me.... a man can not live, but through his friends. i dont know what my future holds....i dont know where my road ahead will take me. im scared shitless....that i do know.....lol
im all over the place....damn....this all made sense in my head...
later.....before i type more ive got to explain later.....
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As for cars, I always drive what I want, whether anyone else likes it or not. You don't know what it's like to have people badmouth your car until you've owned a few AMCs