ok.....so todays a new day....
let me give some advice to a few people....some will lsiten, some not.....but here goes
im not the smartest guy. but ya know, ive learned a few lessons in my 36 years. ive learned that you need to be true to yourself. dont bend to the will of others. if you cant please them. move on....my dad, will never be part of my life anymore. i know this...i feel quilty as a result of this decision. but i now know....its for the best.
i choose to move forward....and upward with my life. its HIS loss.
last night, i got ....well....a bit messed up. i look back on it with sadness. last night i made an ass of myself, in more than one place. i have not looked around the boards to see if i did anything stupid....hope not. i did, however, once again offend someone that i respect. my friend has been an ear for me, a smile for me....and a shoulder for me. she will never know how much she has helped me in the last few weeks. how sincere i am, when i say, she is in my heart. my advice to all of you. friends are the keys to sanity in your soul. do not push and push them till they decide you are no longer worth the effort. keep in mind that THEY are human too..they have their own lives and problems. they do not need your shit to carry around too. i have stated that i am the type of guy that is fiercely loyal to his friends. well loyalty, DEMANDS respect. i have failed in that regard. for that i offer no excuse. there is no justification. my final piece of advice.....if you truely care for your friend....if you truely respect them....show them....dont jst say it...prove it. this world is far too cold a place to face it alone.....dont ever put yourself in that position....
later
no im not going anywhere....cept to thank each person on my friends list
let me give some advice to a few people....some will lsiten, some not.....but here goes
im not the smartest guy. but ya know, ive learned a few lessons in my 36 years. ive learned that you need to be true to yourself. dont bend to the will of others. if you cant please them. move on....my dad, will never be part of my life anymore. i know this...i feel quilty as a result of this decision. but i now know....its for the best.
i choose to move forward....and upward with my life. its HIS loss.
last night, i got ....well....a bit messed up. i look back on it with sadness. last night i made an ass of myself, in more than one place. i have not looked around the boards to see if i did anything stupid....hope not. i did, however, once again offend someone that i respect. my friend has been an ear for me, a smile for me....and a shoulder for me. she will never know how much she has helped me in the last few weeks. how sincere i am, when i say, she is in my heart. my advice to all of you. friends are the keys to sanity in your soul. do not push and push them till they decide you are no longer worth the effort. keep in mind that THEY are human too..they have their own lives and problems. they do not need your shit to carry around too. i have stated that i am the type of guy that is fiercely loyal to his friends. well loyalty, DEMANDS respect. i have failed in that regard. for that i offer no excuse. there is no justification. my final piece of advice.....if you truely care for your friend....if you truely respect them....show them....dont jst say it...prove it. this world is far too cold a place to face it alone.....dont ever put yourself in that position....
later
no im not going anywhere....cept to thank each person on my friends list
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limowreck:
Sleeping coming easy to you? How do you think I feel??? Haha.
limowreck:
And you're welcome dude. You don't need to thank me for anything though. My friendship is unconditional.