Is it cause I'm Fat?
there was this girl that i have been speakin with for the last few months, and finally at this party i said hi, but as i walked away, somethin told me to go back.....
the next 30 mins was probably the best thing that happened in a long time.......i was just tellin her that i wasnt content with sayin hi and shit, and we just proceeded into having a deep conversation bout her......and she was all smiles and even after she left, she would not stop talkin about it with her sister.......
This had caused me to have the biggest smile, and i dont smile most of the time.......cloud 9 kid, straight up....
there was a connection, somethin that rarely happens.........We were supposed to go out and just talk and go from there.......but a couple weeks past and she didnt respond after a minute, until last night......
"Awww Slim, the truth is im kinda talkin to someone at work, and i kinda dont wanna ruin things with him if i go with you....."
well, you can already tell where it goes from there........
would it be safe to say that this girl who felt a connection with me also, decided to go with a dude that is probably more fit, a lot more attractive, and maybe, just maybe more likely to treat her like shit...........
i hate the feeling, and its a vicious fuckin circle...........
this was somethin i wrote for this collabo i did last year, this verse came out the pits after a similiar incident with another female.....
"it is written that the only way that true love exists/
is when i sign my own name on my death certificate/
its been foretold, with prophets have sworn/
that the Lord God scorned the fuckin day i was born/
endorsed by scars by the angel of death/
grip is visible by the fuckin marks on my neck/
can you tell in the eyes theres no ounce of regret/
believe it muthafucka you aint seen nuthin yet/
i got dotted lines tattooed on my wrist/
SLIDE THE RAZOR HERE is what the fuckin art will depict/
it speaks of acts insane and inhumane/
a diseased past beyond resoning will explain........../
J. Sorrows The Impaler - Martyr's Brigade track "Darkness Overcomes"
i obviously have anger issues, and usually i write some shit to bring me back down.......
but i honestly feel that my pen has ran out of ink.........
i havent fuckin eaten shit since i got that message.........and i honestly dont feel any hunger right now.....
maybe a fast is what i need to clear my mind.......i dont know.......its fucked right now
there was this girl that i have been speakin with for the last few months, and finally at this party i said hi, but as i walked away, somethin told me to go back.....
the next 30 mins was probably the best thing that happened in a long time.......i was just tellin her that i wasnt content with sayin hi and shit, and we just proceeded into having a deep conversation bout her......and she was all smiles and even after she left, she would not stop talkin about it with her sister.......
This had caused me to have the biggest smile, and i dont smile most of the time.......cloud 9 kid, straight up....
there was a connection, somethin that rarely happens.........We were supposed to go out and just talk and go from there.......but a couple weeks past and she didnt respond after a minute, until last night......
"Awww Slim, the truth is im kinda talkin to someone at work, and i kinda dont wanna ruin things with him if i go with you....."
well, you can already tell where it goes from there........
would it be safe to say that this girl who felt a connection with me also, decided to go with a dude that is probably more fit, a lot more attractive, and maybe, just maybe more likely to treat her like shit...........
i hate the feeling, and its a vicious fuckin circle...........
this was somethin i wrote for this collabo i did last year, this verse came out the pits after a similiar incident with another female.....
"it is written that the only way that true love exists/
is when i sign my own name on my death certificate/
its been foretold, with prophets have sworn/
that the Lord God scorned the fuckin day i was born/
endorsed by scars by the angel of death/
grip is visible by the fuckin marks on my neck/
can you tell in the eyes theres no ounce of regret/
believe it muthafucka you aint seen nuthin yet/
i got dotted lines tattooed on my wrist/
SLIDE THE RAZOR HERE is what the fuckin art will depict/
it speaks of acts insane and inhumane/
a diseased past beyond resoning will explain........../
J. Sorrows The Impaler - Martyr's Brigade track "Darkness Overcomes"
i obviously have anger issues, and usually i write some shit to bring me back down.......
but i honestly feel that my pen has ran out of ink.........
i havent fuckin eaten shit since i got that message.........and i honestly dont feel any hunger right now.....
maybe a fast is what i need to clear my mind.......i dont know.......its fucked right now