I have been listing to alot of nine inch nails as of late...I guess it just kind of fits my mood.I hate stress its not for for me,I cant keep food down and I throw up blood I guess its safe to say I have some health problems.Sometimes I just think it would be easier to move someplace where nobody knows me and just start... Read More
why cant people be here when they say they will be.I just called and got my girlfriend out of bed SHE IS EIGHT HOURS LATE.What is so hard about getting your ass out of bed,so I just fucking snapped.I went on this long rant about how she has no idea what being a girlfriend is about.She never tells me she wants me,how good I... Read More
well thursday has come and gone,I called the whole thing off,dont know why,but I did.I guess thats just me but she still wants to hang out so I dont.I have come to think I am gods play toy.When he has nothing better to do he just snaps his fingers and throws a loop into my life.I dont know thats just what I think.
well I dont know what is going to happen ,this girl I work with wants to come to my place thursday morning after work to "talk" to me I think I know where this will try to go.The thing is.....if it goes the way I think it might do I or dont I?
dont really have alot going on today.I am still all stressed out about a bunch of shit so I think I am going fucking nut!didnt really do alot on sunday just kind of sat around and did nothing and got alot of much needed sleep and kind of the samething on mondya.My girl told me she would be here at 5,didnt show up till 7... Read More
Wow, so you got like 4 and a half hours together. Why didn't she spend the night damnit. Oh well, the things ppl do that i will never understand. well, this is for you sweetie..
not alot happened this weekend.I got to see my uncle that lives in L.A I have not seen him for like 20 years so it was cool to see him.He told me I could come out and stay with him sometime if I wanted to so I might do that sometime I dont know.I got some sleep today so that was good,I really have not... Read More