a new year, a new start, and a new chance to prove you're not quite a loser. just a retarded winner.
ah yes, the start of a new year, resolutions made only to be ignored a month later, though some of us manage to ignore them sooner. my resolution? to stop growing up. children look at the world with delight and wonder. meanwhile, the adults look at with with disdain and cynicism. is this a way to live? i'm thinking NO! yes, sometimes the world sucks, and your life is shit. stop whining about it, and get off the motherfucking couch and do something. change one person's life, and see how it effects yours. give that homeless person some change, see their face light up. will they spend it on booze? you're goddamn right they will! who cares, you made them happy on a very basic level. still got that hole inside, that feeling of emptiness? like your life is going faster and faster down a never ending spiral that you can't control? THEN DO SOMETHING ELSE!
for fuck's sake, we're given one chance at this life (more chances if you're a believer in reincarnation, but still, only one chance at THIS particular life). we know we're all gonna die sometime, and we have dreams we wanna accomplish before then, yet we stand in our own way. i was tired of being a good guy yet marginal at my job, so i changed my fucking life. i'm the best at my job, and slighty crazy now. people say they can't make drastic changes. that's just a couple steps from the suicide note and giving a shotgun a blowjob. you can make drastic changes. give yourself a couple months to save some dinero, then close that account, and get the hell outta dodge. if you don't live in dodge, then get the hell into dodge. will you hurt somebody by moving? probably. if life gonna suck at your new place for the first 3-6 months. yeah, it usually does. but if a couple months of crappy social networking is what it takes to have new experiences, then so be it.
one of my friends wanted to go to art school, but didn't think she could. i told her stop standing in her own way, live the Nike ad and just do it. that was several, several years ago. now, she's graduated, got that degree, and proved to herself that nothing is out of reach. i'm proud of her, proud she was able to accomplish something she thought was impossible.
i'm just tired of hearing from my friends that you can't do something. you won't do something. you can to anything. i don't put my trust in people that are bitches to life.
ah yes, the start of a new year, resolutions made only to be ignored a month later, though some of us manage to ignore them sooner. my resolution? to stop growing up. children look at the world with delight and wonder. meanwhile, the adults look at with with disdain and cynicism. is this a way to live? i'm thinking NO! yes, sometimes the world sucks, and your life is shit. stop whining about it, and get off the motherfucking couch and do something. change one person's life, and see how it effects yours. give that homeless person some change, see their face light up. will they spend it on booze? you're goddamn right they will! who cares, you made them happy on a very basic level. still got that hole inside, that feeling of emptiness? like your life is going faster and faster down a never ending spiral that you can't control? THEN DO SOMETHING ELSE!
for fuck's sake, we're given one chance at this life (more chances if you're a believer in reincarnation, but still, only one chance at THIS particular life). we know we're all gonna die sometime, and we have dreams we wanna accomplish before then, yet we stand in our own way. i was tired of being a good guy yet marginal at my job, so i changed my fucking life. i'm the best at my job, and slighty crazy now. people say they can't make drastic changes. that's just a couple steps from the suicide note and giving a shotgun a blowjob. you can make drastic changes. give yourself a couple months to save some dinero, then close that account, and get the hell outta dodge. if you don't live in dodge, then get the hell into dodge. will you hurt somebody by moving? probably. if life gonna suck at your new place for the first 3-6 months. yeah, it usually does. but if a couple months of crappy social networking is what it takes to have new experiences, then so be it.
one of my friends wanted to go to art school, but didn't think she could. i told her stop standing in her own way, live the Nike ad and just do it. that was several, several years ago. now, she's graduated, got that degree, and proved to herself that nothing is out of reach. i'm proud of her, proud she was able to accomplish something she thought was impossible.
i'm just tired of hearing from my friends that you can't do something. you won't do something. you can to anything. i don't put my trust in people that are bitches to life.