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Wednesday Mar 30, 2005

Mar 30, 2005
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The piano man's got a checkered dance floor to grace, and a painful look on his face.
Because the crowd is packed, and the louder they clap
the less he is able to make the connection,
between what he sees when he hears certain notes and the hurt that is shown in his facial expressions.

SF


My punctuation is off, I am tired...correct me at your own risk.


I am back (cue sound of crickets chirping). It is everything I feared, I have no desire to reconnect or reintergrate with these people (with the exception of my inner circle). I stay in the house most of the time and play video games (all things Resident Evil are in heavy rotation) and listen to music. I go out to get supplies and hit the gym but that is about it, it is all I can do to keep my temper in check when I interact with the local wildlife. I have not been sleeping well, they say it will pass. I have a lot of nightmares, not the scary monster kind, the nagging sense of a presence in the house/room and the desperate need to act, but my body won't respond kind. I can't talk to anyone for security/force protection reasons and the fact that some things just don't come up easily in conversation. Large amounts of Caffeine, Horror/Survival, and Hip-Hop are steadily increasing my dementia...I am a barrel of laughs surreal
azrael_abyss:
do you ever have that feeling that pygmy water squirrels are watching you? shhhhhhhh... did you hear that?
Mar 30, 2005
azrael_abyss:
update your goddamn journal you slacker
May 10, 2005

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