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Wednesday Dec 28, 2005

Dec 28, 2005
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The End Of Heartache

Seek me, call me
I'll be waiting

This distance, this dissolution
I cling to memories while falling
Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day
Waking the misery of being without you

Surrender, I give in
Another moment is another eternity

(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart

You know me, you know me all too well
My only desire - to bridge our division

In sorrow I speak your name
And my voice mirrors my torment

(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart

Am I breathing?
My strength fails me
Your picture, a bitter memory

For comfort, for solace
(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart


What can I say, I am a glutton for punishment. Torment me all you can, I have no limits...no pride. I have nothing left to lose. Sometimes I feel like I am seeing you for the first time, the real you. I can't say you didn't warn me years ago, I just didn't believe you would do those things to me.

What is worse is after all the deception, half truths and broken promises...I still love you. I am done asking, I can't force my principles on you. I am starting to think this was never even about me. I am not pushing you away either, no such luck. Righteousness is not an option.

rumpusparable:
merry christmas to you.

((hugs))
Dec 28, 2005

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