Well, didn't move on Friday. My roomate had something come up last minute on Friday so with my family in town and all we said fuck it and are moving next Friday.
Had a nice time with the family. Well specifically my sister. Really sucked my dad came out at the same time she did. Wasn't able to focus any time with either, and my sister is really the one I wanted to hang with because I haven't seen her in so long and we are more alike. My dad is a great guy but is just so high strung that he sucks the energy out of me sometimes....
Well gotta get ready for work. Yipeeeee
Had a nice time with the family. Well specifically my sister. Really sucked my dad came out at the same time she did. Wasn't able to focus any time with either, and my sister is really the one I wanted to hang with because I haven't seen her in so long and we are more alike. My dad is a great guy but is just so high strung that he sucks the energy out of me sometimes....
Well gotta get ready for work. Yipeeeee
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Did you get smoked at the Pentagon or what? Write me, motherfucker!
I know it must be rough sitting in your comfy 1/4 million dollar pad back stateside, but at least take a moment to email your best friend on the other side of the fucking planet.
Looking like I'll see you soon enough... Well, not soon enough, but sooner rather than later. Very much looking forward to it. I need a major break, brother. I am cooked. You can only stay in the red so long. So fucking sick of looking over my shoulder, and keeping my hand on a weapon. I cannot WAIT to relax and not have to worry about some fucker putting a bullet in my head or burying a machete in my back... "There are daggers in men's smiles" here... I've no idea who's on whose side. Everyone looks the same.
I've some crazy shit written down about this trip I've kept in a journal, I'll get it to you once the trip is over - can't do it right now, you know the deal.... Although, I wish I could get rid of it, it just has to sit there and wait till we're wheels up. I swear, I'll write a book one day.
Keep your head down. Looks like the shit is about to hit the proverbial fan, back home... Fuckin' Israelis....
I just want to come home. Sick of bailing out these fucking lunatics all over the planet. I want to just start grabbing random passersby and shake their little asses and shout in their face "LIVE LIKE A FUCKING HUMAN!!!!!!!!" (and if you don't, we'll come kill you
I dunno, Jeff... I'm just tired. It's way too early in the game to feel the way I feel now. I guess the last 8 years are catching up to me. 30 days vacation/year... I have fucking 112 days on the books... I haven't had a break in ages. So tired. Try to stay focused, but it's hard. So much shit going on. Every knock on the hotel door is another possibility of erupting terror. Finger on the trigger, eye to the keyhole, "who's there"? It's exciting for the first week or so, after that, I can't describe the burden of walking around paranoid out of your mind... It's exhausting.
I miss you guys.
L&R,
Mark