jp

Sometimes (like now) I feel like my rage is fighting to get out. Like it's getting harder and harder to hold back. I wondered why these guys nicknamed me this when I was going through training with them but, I think they are more right then I thought.
Cuz at times, even though I'm happy, this other side of me is always there waiting to get out. And at other times, I just feel like I'm not going to be able to hold it back, and I'll lose all that I've fought to get, and all I'll be able to see is red.
Life is so simple when we're young. Now, no matter how simple I try to keep it, this demon in me is fighting to get out.

Rage=Violent, explosive anger. To move with great violence or intensity.

Or maybe I just had a bad day???